The Mirror – Mess(of ALL the)ages

THOUGHTS

 

This is the Sixth Thought

 

01/07/2008 21:20 (cell’s time)

 

This Thought is going hand in hand with the Fifth Thought.   The reason why I say that is because the Fifth Thought was written this morning for a reason.  And that reason being the following and I quote from the Fifth Thought:

 

I know it must sound totally weird/abnormal to anyone who does not understand the levels me and my friends are working on.  And the other thing is:  only if you read all the parts from a certain point, will you perhaps understand what the “parts” are leaving behind.  A path, a path to what is good for this Creation and what not.  I am fooling around with the Big Boys of Physics and what they believe – and it seems if you do not agree (and I do not disagree – and that is why I am not understood, because how does this make sense?), you are viewed as abnormal.  If you only think white, or if you only think black, you will definitely not understand what I am trying to convey.  If you think, ah, maybe white or black, then you have succeeded to another level.  But when you think grey, and even disregard black or white and immediately think grey, you are considered weird/abnormal.  And everything in “weird/abnormal” is a no-no to society!

 

But I went through the whole process again today to get clarity on the last posts in my blogs and on the quote I made this morning in the Fifth Thought.  So I realized (after I wrote a note tonight on the subject of the above quote), what actually was troubling me today.  And I realized what is actually happening when I feel the way I do on days like today.  I am moving up levels – which is not easy as it makes you feel very uncomfortable.  And like myself today, until now I did not realize what is actually happening.  But I am tapping into the one layer after the other.  Late this afternoon, as I was on my way back home after some shopping I did, I realized but I am actually feeling threatened and I realized that I am tapping into the overall consciousness of this whole area I am living and shopping and therefore living in.  It holds a thread as I did not understand at first that these people that stay in this area holds a different perspective than I do.  And the overall consciousness is that these letters I am writing, will be considered “weird” by them and probably be condemned.  And I am picking up on that (and that is why I feel threatened) and because I did not realize it earlier, got scared without knowing or understanding.  Now I know and maybe it will help a bit in future to not feel so threatened as it is a level/layer humankind does not tap into consciously easily.  But then I have to make the breakthrough to the outside of consciousness as we know it to the NO-thingness.  And that takes some pain and some thoughts for food for getting there.  That is difficult to explain but I remember the dream I had of this “Being” that I saw through two windows and how we all went to hide from this “being”, but as we were hiding next to this place where I saw this “Being” through the windows, this “Being” came to us and I looked up and this “Being” shot me in my throat chakra (in my neck) and said to me:  “You have seen Me”.  And the others hiding with me did not even look up – and no one else got shot.  I don’t know what happened after that…

 

But I got a note that is written in my notebook that explains a lot to me – and I hope it clear some of the other stuff I wrote recently:

 

01/07/2008 18:30 and 1 + 8 = 9 and 9 + 3 = 12, the number of fulfilment.

When I look at where Quantum Physics, based on particles like “atoms” are coming from (Brown and the microscope), then an atom is nothing more than an illusion.  So Quantum Physics’ “the observer influencing the observed”, is based on an illusion.

 

Brown was wondering (in the 1600’s) what was making the living organisms underneath the microscope, which he was investigating and researching, what made the organisms move around?  Well, they were/are living organisms he researched – so the most logical answer is that these organisms made themselves move around underneath observation (the microscope) as they must be guided by something inside themselves.  So why did Brown choose the option that it must have been something not visible (that must also be alive but just out of sight) and something therefore illusionary, that made living organisms function (move around in this case).  So according to this, living organisms are being guided by the illusion from the organisms outside.  So Brown was right – you just have to see it in the right context.  In this case living species (organisms) like humankind, are guided by the illusion, namely the state of mind of the world of opposites and of perceptions.  So humankind has invented something – else than nothing (NO thing) to create something that comes down to be something which Science eventually called “atoms”, to explain what is making living organisms actually move around.  So where atoms come from is that they were invented from an illusionary perspective.

 

So instead of the True Logic behind the illusion that Brown chose to explain how living organisms are guided (not from inside the living organism, but the illusionary outside), humankind got confused of the misleading principals of the state of mind of the world of opposites and of perceptions, and fell for the illusion (misleading) by believing that “the observer can influence the observed” or then in plain Quantum Physics style:  each human is guiding his own destiny by way of manifesting all in his/her life.  But according to the most first discovery of atoms, it was outside the living organism to guide the living organism.  So if the organism was guided from something outside, then how can Quantum Physics, based on this, proof that humankind can manifest his own life from within his/herself?

 

But if they don’t look in the mirror anymore, they will understand that the illusion that Brown “invented”, was to show humankind that they are leading their lives in a state of mind of the world of opposites which is an illusion (which was proven in so many of my letters to Lore), and that this is misleading and two, they are made up of perceptions, which confuse everything even more in a misleading of the True in all aspects.

 

But people just love to look at themselves in the mirror, that is why they so desperately want to believe the misleading – that they are manifesting their own lives (that means – each individual is manifesting his own destiny and what is so incredible is that nothing clashes with each one just by his own set of perceptions manifest whatever he wants.  And what is so incredible is that they belief this without thinking that wouldn’t it just be chaos if each individual, without the interference of a Higher Source, were manifesting his/her own destiny?).  How ridiculous can a mirror fool humankind?

                                                                                                   01/07/2008 18:50

(Or 6:50PM or then 65 – the ultimate amount of dimensions there apparently are).

 

So I have clarity again about this whole issue about manifesting.  I was thinking to myself and punishing myself about what have I manifested?  How did it influence the people around me?  And my friend Lore told me that I must not worry, as everyone is organising his/her own destiny….but that just blew my mind as somewhere along the line (I realized), someone’s manifestations had to influence someone else’s manifestations – and what then?  But this question is now answered to me by this piece of information that was given for me this afternoon.  May it be clear to the ALL at some stage as well…

This is the End of the Sixth Thought that is an extension of the Fifth Thought which give a 6 and a 5 or 65.  The Fifth Thought is actually not worth anything, without the Sixth Thought.

01/07/2008 22:06 (cell’s time) where the minutes put the emphasis on the 6 again.  But the 2^nd part of the date of today, is a 7, but the hour consists of 2’s.  So if we put all the 2’s together, the 2^nd of the date and the 2 and 2 of the hour, we get 22 and 7, or PI.  The Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem, or my Phd, or the Goff – it has got so many names, but it started off in this Thought as the NO-thingness.                    

 

The Extension of the 6^th Thought – Thoughts6

 

 

17/07/2008 13:38 related to CH

I regard Brown as the Beginning of the snowball which ended in the birth of “atoms”.  But according to him (Brown), something OUTSIDE the organisms, inside the microscopic view, was guiding the organisms – something so small you cannot see it – something invisible.

 

But where did the scientists, if the atoms that guided the organisms to move around and was OUTSIDE the organisms, get to the point where the organisms as well as the OUTSIDE consist of one and the same thing, namely atoms.

 

So now the organisms (it can even be humans) are not only guided from inside, where science jumped from Brown time to Quantum Physics time everywhere – even everything consist of atoms.  But in the Brown time – only the outside atoms (which was invisible and the product of his imagination) were guiding/bumping the organisms.

 

So how can you manifest if you are guided from within you by atoms (as that is what atoms do according to Brown that lead to Quantum Physics perspective), but the atoms are also guiding the organisms/human from outside?

                                                                                                       17/07/2008 13:51 

 

Being guided from inside as well as outside – where/how do you find your way to manifest?  As according to Brown, the invisibility guides the organism and not the organism the invisibility (the later in Quantum Physics times, atom).

                                                                                                         17/07/2008 13:54

 

And the two end times gives first a 13 + 51 = 64 and the second 13 + 54 = 67.  This gives a 6 and 6 or 12 (number of fulfillment) and a 47 – where 47 linked to PI ((4)22/7).

Ns.  This means that the atoms (or Brown’s invisible objects) are guiding humankind and cannot be the other way around:  for humankind being able to guide what is what is guiding it.  Atoms guide (see under microscope), not the other way around.

This is the End of the Extended version of Thoughts6.

                                                                                             17/07/2008 14:55 or 555                

 

Sense or Nonsense – Missunderstand.

THOUGHTS

 

This is the Fifth Thought

 

01/07/2008 12:18PM (cell’s time) where we have from the time, that it gives a 12/9, the birthday of someone linked to the White Lion Protection Fund – or then, the symbolism of this number combination:  Straight from Avalon to The White Lion

 

I have written a letter to a friend this morning as follow:

 

“….01/07/2008 8:43AM

 

You were looking for me yesterday and because of the bad quality of hearing at the place we were, I had to ask you if I could phone you back.  But now it seems we have lost each other totally.  I am trying to phone that number you used over and over, but now it is down completely.

 

Anyway – I am struggling at this stage not only coping with my dog’s death, but also questioning the stuff I wrote.  I know it must sound totally weird/abnormal to anyone who does not understand the levels me and my friends are working on.  And the other thing is:  only if you read all the parts from a certain point, will you perhaps understand what the “parts” are leaving behind.  A path, a path to what is good for this Creation and what not.  I am fooling around with the Big Boys of Physics and what they believe – and it seems if you do not agree (and I do not disagree – and that is why I am not understood, because how does this make sense?), you are viewed as abnormal.  If you only think white, or if you only think black, you will definitely not understand what I am trying to convey.  If you think, ah, maybe white or black, then you have succeeded to another level.  But when you think grey, and even disregard black or white and immediately think grey, you are considered weird/abnormal.  And everything in “weird/abnormal” is a no-no to society!

 

I am battling with this.  I may have a publisher, but I am in so much distress because of what the sentencing of the critics eventually might be, that I do not know if I want to publish whatever I have written at all.  A woman I met about a week ago, she wanted me to actually tell a room full of people that think more or less think alike (though not quite the same as they are not that weird) of what the message is that was given to me.  But my problem is I am scared – scared of being thought of as weird.  Although I do know that those people are open and was actually very interested in what I had to say.  And I could talk to those people about my written stuff and I did not even stutter until I came to the part where all the options there are started.  Then I could not focus as I was not prepared for what I was saying.  I was also not ready for the occasion.  Never expected that anyone will listen to what I have to say.

 

Anyway, you don’t want to hear about my problems on this first day of the month – you have a whole month to plan today and tomorrow.

 

REGARDS

Renee

01/07/2008 9:00AM….”

From this letter I realized one thing as I was thinking about the letter I wrote to my friend:  Humankind want The Creator to be something they understand.  That is where the understanding comes from that if something is black – most of humankind understand that.  So that will also be the picture that they would want from a God.   But if you talk about black and its opposite, namely white, and understand they go along as the one is the opposite of the other, we will understand a God on that level.  But if we understand by hearing of black – the term “grey” and without even thinking of white, understanding that black and white in its point of reaching the balance point, give grey, to humankind is something of no sense.  And that is what our Creator is, something that to humankind, will make no sense at all.

So maybe I must not feel that bad at all.  As I also told my friend, the Big Boys of Physics in today’s world of Physics, will probably feel they disagree with what I say – if they even take the time to read what I wrote!  But as I said, I do not agree with them (although I also do not disagree with them), but that is the issue with the things I wrote – nobody will probably be able to say that they do not agree with me, but they also do not disagree with me, that the main problem is just that what I wrote does not really make sense, or something they understand.  But that was my problem in the beginning as well.  This making sense thing, and I had to adjust to that.  Something that does not make sense, but something that is also not senseless!  We can never put The Creator in any form of making sense or making no(n) sense.  As this is part of the state of mind of being in the world of opposites.  And making sense differ from human to human, as it is also just a perception.  And I have shown in previous letters to Lore, that perception is something that is called in the Oxford Dictionaries, something that is misleading.

So all the things I wrote so far may not make sense to most of humankind (especially if I think of the reaction of some of the dudes in (at) the world (Blueworld) where they are asking, after reading one piece, “WTF”, meaning, they have no clue what is going on there.  Then another one gave the comment:  Dude, this is seriously weird…

But those are the people (humankind) that fall in the category of black is black and white is white.  They are not even realizing that black and white are each other’s opposites, let alone that grey is what you eventually get where black and white come together…

 

Anyway, what does it matter?  I am just asking myself that question.  Maybe it is their life task to stay where they are, in a world of only “black” or a world of only “white”.  Grey may not even appear to them (of course this is all symbolism the black and white and grey thing) as the point where black and white get into balance.

This is the End of the Fifth Thought of THOUGHTS.

01/07/2008 12:41PM and 12 and 14 (the inverse of 41), is the combination linked to Joan of Arc.

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                            

 

Spiral Mode for Ascension??

Thoughts

 

This is the Fourth Thought.

 

28/06/2008 22:23 turning 22:24 from where we then have from the minutes of the (cell’s time),  the 23 and 24 or 22 and 34 and 3 + 4 = 7 and the hour added to the 22 formed inside the minutes, gives us 22 + 22 = 44.

I have a few notes, very short for this thought.   As follow:

 

First Note:

28/06/2008 18:04

I have just deleted 24 comments on my Whitelion.blat.co.za blog site – where the name of this blog is The Whitelion from Avalon (ava414).

                                                                                                                           28/06/2008 18:05 or 6:5PM and 65 is the ultimate amount of dimensions there are.

 

Second Note:

28/06/2008 20:06 and can one get closer to 26 than the time in this case?  As 26 is the inverse of 62 and I bought the Einstein badge at Look and Listen and it was on spot 62 at that stage.  And then 2 or 3 days later they discover the iceberg that broke off in Antartica exactly 62km from the East Londoncoast in South Africa.   So both Einstein and Global Warming together in this 62 – they both relate 62 (Einstein, Global Warming).

Of a spiral is said in the Dictionary:  The 1^st word, 1^st explanation (which gives an 11):

 

“A continuous curve traced by a point moving round a fixed point in the same plane which steadily increase (or diminishing) its distance from this”.

Then…

 

“3(e) or 35:  A spiral mode of ascent or descent”.

This is on page 1972 or 20 where 2 gives 1 + 1 = 11 and from the first explanation about “spiral” we also got an 11.  So we have an 11 and 11 or 22.

So the increase and diminishing scale who are on both sides of the scale got to be equal for the scale not to tip over and stay in the {0;0} position, both increase is linked to the word “spiral” as well as the word diminishing is linked to the word “spiral”.  This means that both sides of what originally was seen as opposites is now one and the same thing – both sides of the scale is “spiral”.

 

The same goes for ascent and decent.  If we want to ascent, because of the state of mind of the world of opposites, we must descent as well to balance the scale for both sides of the scale to have the word “spiral” (again) on each side of the scale which bring the scale of ascent and descent to the point {0;0}.

 

So how are we going to ascent if we do not first remove the state of mind of a world of opposites we believe ourselves to be living in?

                                                                                                                         28/06/2008 20:15    (And 1 + 5 equal 6 and 20 + 6 = 26 – again the 26!)

 

The Third Note:

28/06/2008 21:26 and 21 + 26 = 47 – the famous level 47 where The ALL will pass.

The New Jerusalem is a place where there’s no”body”,  yet,  everybody/thing there – at the End when ALL becomes ALLONE.

                                                                                                                                  28/06/2008 21:27 or 9:9

 

If it should have been the case that our planet is moving into a kind of blackhole – in whatever capacity, then the planet must be in a state of descending.  But as result of our Quantum Physics, if we descend, we must again ascend as well, that is just the law of the result of the Science we practice at this day and age.

 

And this is the End of the Fourth Thought.  If I now look at the Third Note all I see is that everybody are nobody!

28/06/2008   22:52 and 22 + 52 = 74, the inverse of the famous 47.

 

Can Destiny seem like Chaos – and can Chaos be Destiny?

Thoughts

 

This is the Third Thought

25/06/2008 13:37 where 3 + 7 = c and y or CY (y = 25^th letter and 2 + 5 = 7)

I wrote a few notes again since late last night and during the early morning hours of the 25^th.  So here follow the notes:

First Note:

24/06/2008 20:53 turning 54

I dreamt last night about a person that I loved as I loved my Beloved Charlie (DOG).  And my main concern about his death was that maybe my energy hurt him or like my friend was told:  maybe I nearly “fried his soul” with my energy.

 

But this person in my dream last night, that I loved as I love my DOG Charlie, was an invalid of some sort.  And I looked up the word on page 2331 an the 3^rd explanation says of “things” that are “valid”:

 

“Strong and Powerful”

 

So my dog is now in “strength and power”.  And the start time of this note was as I started in minutes, a 54 and 23 31 is also a 54.  But 23 is the day of the date of my dog’s birthday.  So I got the message last night – on 23/24, that my dog is in “Strength and power”.

                                                                                   24/06/2008 20:59

(And 5 + 9 = 14 and 14 the DOG of DOGOD).  But 20 + 59 = 79, the 7.9 registered for the Earthquake in China that happened at the same time as when my dog died.

 

The Second Note:

25/06/2008 00:35AM

My horoscope on DSTV channel now:

 

Accept it is your turn to pay dues – to do something worthy for your fellow humans and your environment.  Be assured that your kindness will be appreciated – and repaid in indirect ways – and that you will enjoy great inner satisfaction.

                                                                                          25/06/2008 00:38AM

(where the 38, gives the “CH” of all the Charlie, China and Myanmar cyclone that hit a lot of “Chinese” people.  And of course the volcano eruption in Chile.

 

The Third Note:

25/06/2008 02:51AM

 

“Manifesting – sounds like “man – inventing”.

We must get as far away from our Creator – or believe so (by way of thinking we are God and can manifest and decide our own destiny) in order for Everything to gain consciousness and therefore reach the level 47 to go back to the Goff.  (my Phd).  That is why we are practically not able to ascend (like previous humans that occupied this planet were able to do – they did not have our science to gravitied them stuck to this planet), as no ascension process will bring the ALL together in ALLONE again.  So there is method behind the madness of Quantum Physics and man believing in himself to be able to manifest his own destiny.  He will manifest himself straight to Heaven, the Goff.  As where will the thoughts come from to tell him what he must manifest for his own destiny?

                                                                                         25/06/2008 02:59AM

An atom does not really exist – its existence is merely based on the imagination of a man with the surname “Brown”.  So it fall in the same category as where the opposites I have balanced to their point {0;0}.  So if we want to manifest (seeing that the smallest particle of Quantum Physics is the atom (which actually was only existing because it was thought that it existed – as nothing else made sense except to use your imagination and create atoms), the point where one must manifest from must be the point {0;0} – that place where the opposites are equally “nothing”.

 

 Quantum Physics lead to “the observer can influence the observed”, because of the atom – which is actually nothing but a little seed that was born in Mr Brown’s imagination.

“…and they are nothing more than pure imagination…”

 

That is why I pushed for the opposites to reach their NO-thingness points, namely {0;0}.  Then they are at the same level as the atom (of actually non existence, as they are in the point {0;0}) and can function the same way too.  Then we can manifest and we would manifest (or believe we are manifesting – although playing our cards exactly as destiny wants us to) ourselves straight into Heaven, the Goff.

 

And in the process of manifesting we give everything we touch (by way of manifesting it) that ultimately leads to consciousness.  And then the ALL can at the same time (with this consciousness), leave and leave nothing behind but the ALL being ALLONE in the Goff.

                                                                            25/06/2008 3:13 turning 14

(And 13 14 is some form of Zep Tepi meridian – where Zep Tepi is related to First Time).

So much for the notes.  But I eventually fell asleep early this morning to have 2 hours’ sleep.  In this time I dreamt about Rhino of which is said of by Ted Andrews in his “Animal Speak”:

 

“The ancient side of the rhino will help you to draw upon your own innate wisdom and find application to the present time.” (page 310).  And the main characteristic in symbolism of the Rhino is “Ancient Wisdom”.

 

But I am struggling with the question why must I discover what I have discovered?  Will I not jeopardize anything that is destined?  What if ALL are meant to come together as ONE in the Goff?  I really do not know if I must let this information (which I can link together and understand as whole after I have worked through the wisdom/knowledge I have received) go out in the world, the conclusion I have at this stage?  It will not be easy, by just reading all my posts/letters to Lore and these “Thoughts” now, to put together the picture unless you are in a state of the Divine Mind already.  But must I put it all together for ALL to understand – as what will they do with the information and will we all then still be liable to end up in the Goff?  The NO-thingness?  Is that part of the Divine Plan?  I know I have received the message in 2003 that I must set the dimensions straight again, but which side must I take – keeping quiet or pulling together and wrap together the whole picture/understanding?

 

Anyway, this is the end of the Third Thought.

25/06/2008 14:29

 

Restoring Father (Sky).

THOUGHTS

This is the Second THOUGHT

 

24/06/2008 10:34 (cell’s time)  and 10 + 34 = 44

I have made some notes in my notebook – one on the 22^nd and one on 23^rd.  So I have 2 notes for this Second THOUGHT.

 

First Note

 

22/06/2008 19:36

 

We are awaiting the Past?  I just discovered this post again in a form that it confirms what I said in the post of:  Future an Illusion – we are awaiting the Past.

 

It just shows how everything is destined and how everything has got its own time to happen.  But what I want to get at is this:  As everything is destined and has its own special time to happen (for reasons we may not understand at that stage), it means everything must already have been created and are just waiting for its time in destiny to happen.  That means (as it has been created already when it happens), that it is something that was created in the past – waiting for its moment to happen.  So we are awaiting something of the past.  So we are awaiting the Past!

                                                                                                                                         22/06/2008 19:41

 

 

The Second Note

 

23/06/2008 20:24 and 20 + 24 = 44

 

From the book the “Secret”, if we look at the day of the date today, we have a 23.  But if we take the first 3 letters of this name, namely “Secret”, the first 3 letters are as follow:

 

S = 19^th letter

E = 5^th letter

C = 3^rd letter

 

And we take the next 2 (which then gives a 32 – the inverse of 23), namely

R = 18^th letter (or the 18 of 180 which is linked to the X-Axis, the horizontal Axis of a Cartesian Plane)

E = 44 (M = 13th, w = 23^rd, 3 and E = 5^th – they are just the insides out of each other, these 4 letters, but their values in the Alphabet, all added, gives 44)

 

But r = 18^th letter and e = 5^th letter and 18 + 5 = 23 – the inverse of 32.

But as 1 + 8 = 9, we also get that 9 + 5 = 14.

But if we look at the first 3 letters and the last letter (1 letter), where the Last Letter is T = 20^th letter in Alphabet, it gives a 3 and 1 or 31 (and the r and e gives 14 – which gives us the Zep Tepi Meridian, namely 31 14)

 

But the first 3 letters’ values added to the Last Letter’s value, give 47 – the Golden Paved Middle Way I discovered that leads to:  My Phd (which was triggered on a 19/6), or The New Jerusalem, Absolute Peace, NO-thingness and the Goff – they are all one and the same place.  But related to Goff, as g + f + f = 19 and the O is the 15^th letter or added, gives 6, which make from the word Goff, the 19/6 combination which link/relate Goff to my experience of the Phd, which I got told was the NO-thingness and discovered that the place is linked/related to Absolute Peace (Shalom) or then, the New Jerusalem.

 

So whatever the book the “Secret” is teaching, will lead to the Goff, which is at the same place as I explained above.  But the New Jerusalem is also related to “Heaven” or whatever Utopia whatever religion is predicting for everyone after death.

                                                                                                                      23/06/2008 20:35

 

(And 3(0)/5 is the day Joan of Arc got burned at the stake and as 20 hours is also 8PM, we have 8 and 8 or 8/8 where 8 is the Weaver of Fate).

 

And it seems the book I am referring to in the note, is all about how we can manifest.  And related to be able to manifest, people view that there is an infinity (but as I have shown in previous posts on the blog, infinity and finiteness is part of the world of opposites, which, like perception, is something that mislead humanity) – and the post about the “Titans” is answering this question: 

 

As father (sky) was limiting everything by way of:  “Everything is surrounded by nothing, so there is no infinity anymore and Everything is surrounded by something, namely nothing”.  But by writing this Truth, father (sky) of the Titans, is reinstated in his place where he was before He was killed by Cronos and with this killing infinity (and the world of opposites as well as perception) was born.  But because infinity has been limited now again, by nothing, father (sky/heaven) was installed back.  And going along with the abandonment of infinity now – the way to manifest, that is linked to infinity, is also going. 

 

But why do I say that “to manifest” is linked to “the world of opposites”?  “To Manifest”, is derived from the basic of Science in our time, namely Quantum Physics which state the following:

 

“The observer is influencing the observed”

 

And Quantum Physics is a direct result from the work of Einstein in Physics.  And we are in the position we are in – stuck on this planet which these bodies of us which actually cannot ascend physically because of the “scientific” principle of the Theory of Gravity, discovered by Newton.  And many scientists in this day and age believe that the work of Newton and Einstein actually clash, if it was not for Mathematics!  And of Mathematics I have shown already shown in previous posts/letters to Lore, that mathematics has a flaw in its basic principal  – where it is accepted that there are negative and positive numbers.  The proof of this is in my previous posts/letters to Lore.

 

And negative and positive cannot be more close to reveal a world of opposites.  And that is why “to manifest” is related to the state of mind of being in the world of opposites.

 

And as shown in this post/thought, both Newton and Einstein and mathematics have been implemented by destiny in order to show us where the flaw is in our society and why we are battling to ascend.  So our physics is exactly as it should be in order to show us the way out.  Maybe our way is the Golden Paved Middle Way at Gate11 back to the Goff.  Where people are experiencing as a disaster that we may not be able to manifest, maybe there is a reason for that – maybe all of us are suppose to go to fill up the Goff again.  So I may be calling the “flaw” in mathematics a “flaw”, but that is only an appearance that it is “wrong” as it may just be destiny!

 

And the above note (the Second Note), is just confirming that believing in manifesting and going with the crowd that killed in myth (but very real in symbolism) father (sky/heaven), will ultimately lead to the Goff.  (See how it is linked to 47 – the level that is needed to get to that place I called my phd).

 

This is the End of the Second Thought.

 

24/06/2008 11:16AM turning 11:17AM and from the hours we have 11 + 11 = 22 and from the First minutes we have 1 + 6 = 7, which gives 22/7 or PI.  And PI is linked/related to The Golden Paved Middle Way.  And then we are only left with 1 + 7 = 8, The Weaver of Fate. 

 

 

“Universe” bringing Gods Word to an End. Finish.

THOUGHTS

 

The First Thought.

20/06/2008 6:35AM where from the minutes of the cell time we have a 3 and 5. And 30 is still 3, which gives us 30/5 – the day that Joan of Arc was burnt at the stake.

I have one note for this First Thought as follow:

19/06/2008 (something PM)

Of “Universe”:  we have “uni” derived from “united”.  Of “verse” is said (the last line on page 2348, the 3^rd column):

 

“a certain amount of metrical work … considered  as a whole.”

 

Of “metrical” is said on page 1244

 

“relating (1) to measuring”

 

So we have from these two explanations “a certain amount of work relating to measuring considered as a whole.”   And when we talk about measurement, we think of a scale to measure with.  But in the old traditional sense, both sides must equal for reaching Balance (reaching the point {0;0}).

But “united” is also related to a “whole” (the last word in the explanation of the word “verse”).

So we have “whole” and “whole” from the word uni/verse or universe.  But “whole” if you fit it to “whole”, gives exactly one thing if you try and “unite” them, namely:  WHOLE

 

Of “whole” is said (on page 2422, the 2^nd column the 1^st word in that column):

 

“II.  Complete, total”

 

So the universe is one “whole”, one that is complete.  As doesn’t matter if you think there are more than one universe, the word in itself explains that whatever “universe” you are working with, it is “whole” and so is the next “whole” and so is the next “whole” etc.  But in the end it stays “whole”/complete.

 

And on page 355, the 3^rd column, the 4^th word from bottom:

 

“1.  Having all its parts or elements; entire, full”.

 

And then the 3^rd word from the bottom

 

“1.  To bring to an end, finish”. (See how page is also a 13 combination as 5 + 5 = 10 + 3 = 13, and 3^rd word from bottom the 1^st part, also gives a 13 or 31 combination).

 

So for me this means THE “Universe” was created to bring The Everything, to an end.  Finish.

 

If the word “Universe” is explained as that it already enclose the ALL (The Everything) (and see from the 4^th word from the bottom and the 1^st part of it or a 41 or 14 combination), how can there be another “Universe” if the ALL is already together in “Universe”?

 

So man created the word “Universe” without realizing now that there can now only be “ONE”.  This oneness  is  locked up in the word:  “Universe” itself.

 

But as the “Bible” consist of “verse(s)”, and the “Bible” is said (manifesting therefore) to be The Word of God, the united “verse(s)” (Universe) is bringing what Gods Word tell us (the Bible), to an end.   Finish.

                                                                                                                                             19/06/2008 20:28

(And 20 hours also 8PM which gives 828 or 8118 where 11 is surrounded by 8, The Weaver of Fate.)

 

This is the End of the First Thought by way of the note written in the notebook last night.

 

20/06/08 6:28 AM and from the date we have a 28 on the outsides, and a 6 in the middle.  But in the time we have another  6 and 28, this time the 6 in the front position.  But 6 the upside down number of 9, which is the number where it all come together.          

 

The Secret of “The Secret”.

This is the Second Letter of Lore180.

 

16/06/2008 20:45 (cell’s time) 8:44PM (computer’s time) 20:42 (PUMA’S time) and from the 1^st and 3^rd times, we have a 20 and a 4 (that has got something with it).  What the 1^st time and 3^rd time have beyond 20 and 4, is 5 and 2 where we have a 5 and a

5 + 2 = 7 or then 5/7 (the day my dog died).  But if we look at the 20 and 20, the hours, we get 2 + 2 = 4.  And then there is the minutes that belong to the 7/5, namely 4 also.  This gives a 44.  So my dog’s death related to 44.  But in 2^nd time, 44 is linked to 8, the Weaver of Fate!

 

Dear Lore

 

This following note sums up my last few notes I made and entered on the blogs.  This note is a bit long so I will start right away:

 

First Note

 

16/06/2008 18:15

 

It is said, in my letter that is called: Titan

That Gaia (mother earth) let her eldest son kill “father(sky)” in order to get rid of the titans in her womb (which link the whole myth to a process of evolution – evolution that was even in those times based on what came from it, Quantum Physics today.

 

But it is a saying that “the sky is the limit”.  So “father (sky)” was also “father (the limit)” and the (sky) was killed (by the eldest son of Gaia) and the sky is the limit, so the limit was killed.  So ALL that was left, was no limit.

 

If it was not for Gaia, who wanted “the gods”, another terminology for things on our planet like time, volcanos, storms, etc.

 

And with “father (sky)” killed by his oldest son, “father (sky)” was the one who kept the basic principles still in tact.  But with him and the basic titans conquered by the younger generation titans, we started living into the history we are awaiting. (in previous letter I showed how we are awaiting the past).

 

But what happened after Gaia let her siblings (called the younger generation titans) out of her womb, is portraying how the basics (who carried The Truth) was overpowered by what lead and is still leading, Everything into having a “consciousness”.  And as in the letter to Lore (not long ago), when Everything reach consciousness, the ALL will be able to return to what I initially called my Phd (Peace, harmony and darkness) or the New Jerusalem/Absolute Peace/The Goff.

 

It seems at this stage that those who understand that manifesting – who was actually born when “father (sky)” was killed by his son and mother Gaia let the titans out of her womb – is the one that will reach to The Goff again.

 

But the ones that understand my work – and can see how all lead up to this letter, they will see that the vision I had on 18 and 19/12/2007, where all was recreated, but was beautiful.  As when you believe in Quantum Physics, then there are no boundaries (“father (sky/the limit)”).  According to them things will go on forever.  But they do not realize that to be of the crowd that believe in manifestation (coming from Quantum Physics), humankind are manifesting the ALL to gain consciousness and expand consciousness.  They think it is a great thing, especially with the earth in the 5^th dimension at the moment.  But what they don’t realize is that when ALL reached consciousness, consciousness will “trick” them into the New Jerusalem/Shalom/Absolute Peace/Goff.  And even worse, some will believe they will be either going to hell or Heaven.

 

But it was not for no reason at all that I wrote that note about “consciousness” and got to the conclusion I got.  But now I understand – as when these myths came up, I realized they are worth far more than any scientific handbook can teach us.  (The scientific handbook is anyway the result of the personification that was made of the gods that represented volcano’s and storms and earthquakes and all that had to do with either creating a need on the planet, or effecting the perception of the ALL, or just plainly because they work with a negative and positive side.

 

As different than I thought at first, that Phd of mine is the place the ALL is going to reach when the ALL have “consciousness”.  It will send the ALL back to “The Goff” or NO-thingness as “father (sky)” is: the sky is the limit.  And Everything is limited because it is surrounded – it is surrounded which imply it has a limit.  But the Everything that is surrounded (limited), is surrounded by NO-thing (or then, the beyond).

                                                                                                   16/06/2008 18:30

(Or 9:3 or 12 – the number of fulfillment)

Ns.  And the word “titan” in the Dictionary is on page 2199 where 2 + 1 = 3 and 9 + 9 equal 18 – which gives a 3:18, the inverse of the end time of the note.

 

Anyway, and from the day, we have 16 – linked to you and Linda (makes this Letter Straight from Avalon to The White Lion), but the 6 also the upside down of 9, which makes of the date then: 19/6 – the day I got shot.

 

REGARDS

Renee

16/06/2008 21:27 (cell’s time) 9:26PM (computer’s time) 21:24 (PUMA’S time) and if we take the 1^st and 3^rd times, we get a 212 and 7 and a 212 and 4 or then a 212 and 47.  (And how is 47 linked to that Golden Paved Middle Way for Everybody to get to The New Jerusalem).  And 212 added to the 2^nd time, give 212 + 26 = 238 (where 38 is the link with the CH – all the CH events that happened at the time my dog died).  But

238 + 9 = 247 – and 47 has already been explained in this End of The Second Letter of Lore180.    

 

 

 

 

 

Future an Illusion – we are Awaiting the Past.

This is Lore180 .

 

 

This is the First Letter of Lore180 .

 

 

13/06/2008 22:39 (cell’s time) 10:37PM (computer’s time)  22:35 (PUMA’S time) where from the 2^nd time we have 10 + 37 (or cy) = 47, which is linked to the Gateway11 of the Golden Middle Way to The New Jerusalem by way of 4 equal 2  = 2 or 22 and 7, which gives PI – and a whole letter was written about this 47 or PI and its connection to The New Jerusalem (how to get there).  But from the Third Time we have that 22 hours can also be 10PM and 10 gives the 1.  But from the Third Time therefore, we have that 1 + 35 equal 36 or 9.  And the minutes of the First Time gives 3 + 9 = 12 or a 9/12 where the lady I know who’s birthday is on 12/9, is from the White Lion Trust, so this makes this letter again: Straight from Avalon to The White Lion.  But last and not least, the 1^st time and 3^rd time both give in their hours the hour 22.  So 22 + 22 = 44 , the gematria of the Hebrew Name of God meaning:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”. 

 

Dear Lore

 

I have got two notes for you and seeing the introduction was so long (maybe I needed to get back on track – on that level again – and that is why there are so many conclusions to be made from the heading), that I am going to start with the First Note right away.

 

First Note

 

13/06/2008 7:07AM

 

If you look at that famous piece of advise, for people in difficult circumstances, are getting from other people – about footprints (we all probably know this version already), is that they first set out to see in the sand on the beach 2 sets of footprints and where their “setbacks” starts, they only see 0 (ne) set of footprints.  This is now to encourage people that they were not alone, God was carrying them.

 

But I got a different meaning this morning.  The extraordinary thing is actually that as a matter of fact, it is actually your own set of footprints that are the only footprints in the sand. (you carrying God?)

 

But that is nothing to worry about.  As even though you still had your burden and were carrying God, it purely means that you aligned yourself with God.  So God was not another burden to be carrying with your burden, no, you were carrying something without weight, to be in alignment with God.  This also mean that if there are two sets of footprints, yours and God’s, then you were not aligned with God and took your own decisions, without having a clue what it is that God want from you.  But if you would have been aligned, you would have known what God wanted from you to decide.

 

If God carried you, it would have made from you a useless being.  Being in alignment help to make better decisions to carry you through a difficult time.

 

But be careful – when you only see that one set of footprints (your own), and never let it become two sets of footprints again – then you are not aligned/in contact with God so close anymore!

                                                                                                        13/06/2008 7:18AM

 

Second Note

 

13/06/2008 21:27 (PUMA’S time)

 

My head has been singing to me now over and over:

 

“Just look over your shoulder (x3)…”

 

And I couldn’t make out the message.  All I know is that owl’s can turn their heads 180 degrees.  And they are symbols of Wisdom.  But I realized this is not the answer – as I cannot even look over my shoulder – my body do not allow it because of its structure.

 

Then I realized the message:  Behind your shoulder is what is behind you; what is past.  And if you turn around and look at this so called past – you are definitely seeing the past (become of the time it takes for light to reach the back of the retina of the eye to give this signal to the brain).

 

But this same event is happening when you look in front of yourself.  It takes nano-seconds for something in front of your eyes, that light to hit the back of your eyes and give the brain the signal of what its perception is. (And remember what I said about perception?)

 

So the past is Everywhere.  Doesn’t matter where I run to go and hide from my pain about my dog – I cannot run away from the past – as there are actually no future, Everything is just past.

 

So if I have to look over my shoulder, I just have to look at the past – and my dog will be there.  And here we have that past is not just behind me, but ALL around my, so is Charlie – and ALL of this, something of the past.

                                                                                                               13/06/2008 21:38

(And 38 linked to all the “CH” words – including my beloved Charlie).

Ns.  So that means Charlie (being right around me, will be with me forever, and this brings that he will always be there where always cannot anymore include future.  So it is in this point where “past” and “future” come together and reach the Balance of {0;0} in the world of opposites.  Charlie brought the balance point {0;0} for the sake of destiny to this planet and are sharing it with me to write it down.

 

Charlie, in your symbolism when you appeared to me as a lynx (which you are actually a mountain lion, but because we do not have mountain lions in South Africa, the closest you could find to show me you are here for me, is the lynx), and they do not share The True Knowledge easily.  So thank You very much to give me this gift of balancing the point “future” and “past” in the point {0;0}.

                                                                                                                 13/06/2008 21:45

There is nothing else than “past”.  And we are on this planet just waiting for the “past” to unfold. (This is very important – to wait for the “past” to unfold).  So a moment is some sort of the unfolding part of “past”.  Future is a mere perception that is only connected to misleading us as some kind of perception and connected to man’s state of being in the world of opposites – together, totally confusing to anyone.

 

And I cannot help but feel/sense that not only are we awaiting the “past” to happen because the future is merely a perception, but there is another reason as well – something of the past are being awaited to become past.

 

But seeing Everything from the past; so everything becoming something of the past.  And if we view Something – it is of the past.  Our view of Something is something of the past.

 

Anyway…

 

REGARDS

Renee

23:25 (cell’s time) 11:23PM (computer’s time) 23:22 (PUMA’S time) where all the 23’s are giving us 23 hours is 11PM and therefore all the 23’s are 11’s.  This gives 4 times 11, which equal 44 .  And we are left with the 1^st time’s minutes 25 and the 3^rd times minutes, namely 22.  And 25 + 22 = 47 – now how coincidental can you get? 44 connected to 47? (And in this letter I have explained in short about both and how important they are).

We Think We Exist. We Exist Because We Think So.

This is Lore179 .

 

 

This is the First Letter of Lore179 .

 

04/06/2008 12:44PM (cell’s time) 12:42PM (computer’s time) 12:42PM (PUMA’S time) where we have from the 2^nd and 3^rd times (or a 23) the minutes 42 + 42 = 84.  This gives 8 + 4 = 12.  This gives us all together 12 12 12 12 in and from ALL the times where 12 times 12 equal 144, which gives us from all those 12’s, 144 and 144.  The Double 144.  And 144 resembling the ALL.

 

Dear Lore

 

I wrote a Note last night in my Diary (which comes from 2006) which is as follow:

 

03/06/2008 18:03 or 63, the inverse of the day and month, namely 36.

 

I have explained in previous letters how “atoms” are actually “nothing” becoming “something” (because of us).  But it is going to need “nothing” to be “something” to get the ALL “nothing” (or then “something”) to be NO-thing again in the Goff.  Because the ALL are actually NO-thing – it comes from there.  But for some or other reason it became “something” which is just a state of mind – maybe a consciousness reality.  But really just reality because of consensus.  (Us as humans have consensus that nothing is actually “something”).  And that consensus comes from nothing – has its origin there.  This consensus is necessary for the whole of Creation, the ALL, to be the ALLONE again eventually.  And I can see in our understanding and acceptance of “Quantum Physics”, that the reset button has been pressed.  We are on our way back to nothing – WITH Quantum Physics.

                                                                                                                    03/06/2008 18:07

Ns.  And the closest I can explain us (our reality or “real(IT)”) is to refer to the computer.  That is why I have been giving the computer time since I started with the greatest letters to you.  I gave a cell time and a computer time.  But both are necessary.  If you look at the computer, it is in today’s time so that IT business is understood to have all to do with computers.  So if we add to “something real”, the IT(y), we get “real(IT(y))”.   And Quantum Physics is helping us to get back to our true state of being – the NO-thing.  But that is not strange or odd to me that computers actually symbolizes “existence”.  As computers are based on 2 numbers, namely 0 and 1. 

 

We think we exist.  We exist because we think so . 

 

But this whole thing about us being nothing becoming something, can be best explained by our being being related to the symbolism of us and the computer and what is going on on our screens and what we do on computers.  And all of that from only 0 and 1.

 

I was on the track of Quantum Physics, but not for the right reason it seems.  At first I discovered how it is fooling us, but we live a foolish life anyway.  So we need something to fool us again to get us back and out of our foolishness to our true state of being, that of being NO-thing.  And as I have been there (in the Goff, the New Jerusalem, my Phd – what ever I call it), I understand it very well now.  How we need foolishness like Quantum Physics to get us back to that state of being.  And all of this was actually triggered when I listened to Wynter on the radio talking about Animal Communication.  She said that we can communicate to Animals and Quantum Physics explain it and allow us to.  That Animal Communication is possible because of Quantum Physics. 

 

And I have always wondered how it was possible to that one White Lion to tell the whole group who was on the course for Animal Communication, at the same time different things.  Totally different things.  It is all based on foolishness.  Although at the same time it is an honorable and acceptant thing to do.  So whether foolish or not, we are going back to our natural state.  All I want to know is how we got out of there in the first place.  As I have been there and I understand that if it was not for this (real)(IT”y”) that was there, I would not have come back.  I would have been NO-thing.  I would have been at rest, in my truest state of being.

 

But I had to come back for some or other reason, being what I don’t know.  As understanding now what is going on in the bigger picture, what does that help me.  I am not in my truest state, so why understand it?  Why tell in these letters to you, tell you what the outcome of Quantum Physics is?  What the outcome of the reset button is?  Does it help us at all – you and me, as I do not know how many really read the blogs and how many understand what I am telling you in my letters to you, Lore?

 

Anyway…

 

REGARDS

Renee

04/06/2008 13:12 (cell’s time) 1:10PM (computer’s time) 13:10 (PUMA’S time) where the 2^nd and 3^rd times tell us it is 1:10PM in both the times.  But the 110, gives us the number 11 twice or 11/11.  And seeing it is 13 something, linked to 11/11, we have that 13 is linked to 11 in this way and the 13/11 number combination is all about: Every cloud has got a silver, gold, lining.       

How ALL will Become ALLONE!

This is the Second Letter of Lore178.

31/05/2008 20:18 (cell’s time) 8:16PM (computer’s time) 20:16 (PUMA’S time) where from the hour of the 2nd time we have 8PM which is also 20 hours. So from the 2nd and 3rd times, we have 20 + 20 = 40 and 16 + 16 = 32. But from 40 we also have that it is 4. So if we add 40 + 32 + 4 = 76 where 7 + 6 = 13. But from the First Time we have the 38 (as 20 + 18 = 38) and the 38 is linked to the “CH” words. Like my dog “Charlie” and like the earthquake in “CH”ina and the “CH”inese people that went through the cyclone in Burma or Myanmar. And then last but not least, since the Wesak Full Moon, the volcano in “CH”ile. But 3 + 8 = 11 and this gives us together with the 13 of the 2nd and 3rd times, an 11/13 combination which is for me linked to: Every cloud has got a silver/golden lining.

Dear Lore

Remember how I was babbling about that something went on and was fulfilled since the Wesak Full Moon on 20/04/2008 till the next full moon on 20/5/2008? Well, the planet are now for sure in the 5th dimension. That does not mean that all the people are on whatever levels would be expected for the planet to be in the 5th dimension. Some people have not even realized anything – others realize that the economies right across the world is not well, but they do not see that we are now on top of the mountain and ready to descend – fall down with a bang. And it seems it will be the economy first to plunge down. But last night I started to understand something else as well. And I now know that the people who realize that Einstein and Newton’s work clash – nobody will listen to them, as it is meant. For what I found last night, nobody will ever listen to the guys who will be trying to tell about Einstein and Newton and the clash. But here follow the note:

30/05/2008 22:00

I understand now. Everything will reach consciousness level – the ALL will reach that level of having a conscious state. Then the ALL, each in their own divine “minds”, will reach my state of that place I reached in hospital after my shooting and after the emergency operation that I call my Phd. That will bring the ALL to a nothing and ALL will be 0(ne) or ALLONE. The planet are now in the 5th dimension (it has been fulfilled and I found the proof of that in many letters since Wesak Full Moon). Not necessarily the people, but the planet is definitely in the 5th dimension now. When the ALL reach consciousness, it will be like some spiritual people thought it might happen – ALL will fall asleep and wake up as not any entity of its own anymore, but in the Absolute Peace. And as ALL will have consciousness, the same thing will BEFALL ALL. So with the ALL in the Phd and no more entities of their own anymore, nothing will be left anymore as ALL received consciousness and went to the Phd place in consciousness where they loose their status of being something. Therefore, as the whole of the Universe is part of the ALL – the whole of Creation – ALL that will be left is the Phd, with no 0(ne) anymore, with nothing anymore than the NO-thingness, the New Jerusalem, the Absolute Peace.

I also understand why I got so many “traps” with my blog this week. Couldn’t work on my wordpress blog, as every time I tried to get into the blog or do something inside the blog, it ended in the internet telling me “Gateway Timeout”. It was to tell about the 5th dimension of the planet as well as the answer to how everything (the ALL) will become 0(ne) or get to my Phd – through Gateway11 – level 47, the golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem. And with the same thing that BEFALL ALL, only my Phd or Peace, harmony and Darkness will be all that is left – with some sort of consciousness of a kind. But not like any separate entities.
30/05/2008 22:07
(And from 22:07, we have PI, but also 47 as 2 + 2 = 4).

And it was this day a few hundred years back in history that Joan of Arc was burnt at the stakes, just to be declared a saint and that her burning was a mistake, 24years later. And my mom and myself had a terrible day until I now understood how we all will end up in what I call my Phd. And it is actually so stupid – as if everything reaches consciousness, if the ALL in the Creation reach consciousness, then it is possible for the ALL to go to that place I call my Phd and then the ALL will be one, or ALLONE. And all the numbers (times) and dates fit to fulfill this Truth.

I understand at the moment how it is possible for ALL to reach consciousness, but that is for another letter. It seems there must come some other information first as well, before I can spill the beans.

But that we will be descending now from the top of the mountain we have reached on this planet – especially now that the planet and all of her siblings are on the 5th dimension – we will go straight down. And it seems the first thing to go down, is the economy, or it will be part of all the other things that will reach descending as well. We may well find ourselves in a position where (because we created a world of need in order for everybody to have a job to deliver a service) where ALL will just be in a state of need – and no one to deliver the service anymore – as nobody is interested anyway anymore of how they deliver a/the service that is their job. It is just a job. And loosing interest in the “service part”, is pretty worrying as this blue planet will end up in only a planet of need, as nobody is interested in the way or manor they conduct a service. But people are acting this way (not interested in how they deliver a service), because they know something is not right (all the things I told you about certain jobs where we are actually living a negative lifestyle on this planet), but the realization of what about all is troubling them, just is not there. As people do not think anymore. They do not ask questions anymore. They merely accept what their church is telling them and when they walk out of the church, it is anyway forgotten.

Anyway, this for me was a great breakthrough last night. Realizing how it is all going to work for the ALL to get to ALLONE. How long it is going to take, I do not know? But with the planet in the 5th dimension already, who knows?

And I had this dream last night about being at a working place, I cannot even remember what I was doing. But then the boss came and fetch me and we went to some kind of airport where some kind of aircraft/ more a spaceship was awaiting us. And a long time ago there were this couple on TV called “Hart to Hart” and they had a detective agency they managed. And the Mr Hart of that series was awaiting me and the old man that I went with to the airport. And we got inside this spaceship and Mr Hart was very pleased as everything went according to plan and he and the old man had a drink and a cigar and Mr Hart was dressed in that little gown’s they wear with clothes when they are just at home – the rich people. And Mr Hart’s gown was red. But there was another woman on this spaceship as well and she took me inside as we were leaving. But as we were leaving a hologram stayed behind of Mr Hart and the old man and it was dissolving as we were leaving. So Mr Hart and the old man was still on the ship, just the hologram of them down on the planet that stayed behind, was dissolving. But it seems in this dream that everything went according to plan and that Mr Hart is very pleased with the outcome.

And the whole night was very uncomfortable until I woke with this dream and got up this morning. But I am feeling better today than what I felt like yesterday. Although I am feeling a whole lot better because I understand now. And with my previous letters you should understand why there is no “heaven/hell” as they are part of a state of mind of a world of opposites.

Anyway, I do not want to repeat all my previous letters in this letter…

REGARDS
Renee
31/05/2008 21:13 (cell’s time) 9:12PM (computer’s time) 21:11 (PUMA’S time) where the 1st and 3rd time gives us in the minutes a 13/11, the number combination of: every cloud has got a silver/gold lining. But from the centre of it all, we have 9/12, which is linked to the Global White Lion Protection Trust and therefore this letter is again, straight from Avalon to The White Lion and this linked to every cloud has a silver/gold lining.
Ns. And I have now been waiting longer than 24 hours for “blue world” to verify my stuff to let me become a member of “blue world”. Maybe I just do not belong to this world, as I am not welcome here? How long does it take to be welcomed at “blue world.co.za”?