Pyramids – Symbols Between Illusions and Truths.

Thoughts

 

This is the 14th Thought – Thoughts14

 

30/07/2008 20:08 or 8:8 where 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

 

Some people might think I am a bit dull with only wearing white T-shirts, blue jeans, white socks and the shoes depends.

 

But where does this come from?

 

Colour is coming from a beam of white light into a prism that in an illusionary way then cause/produce colours.  So when I wear white – it is the “real” thing that brings about the “unreal” through a prism called colours.

 

As if the white light goes in on the one side, on the other side all the colours of what is called the “spectrum”, is related from this “prism”.  And prism sounds nearly like prison, but the only difference is “M” and “on”.  And “m” is the 13^th letter in English alphabet and “o” is the symbol “0”or (naught) and “n” is the 14^th letter of the English Alphabet.  So we have the 13 and 14 combination which is related to the Zep Tepi or First Time (by way of the Zep Tepi meridian which is 31 14).

 

But “prism” in the Dictionary is said in the 2^nd column of page 1586 the 3^rd explanation:

 

“A transparent body of this form, usually a triangular geometrical prism, of which the refracting surfaces are at an acute angle with each other.”

“Loosely used for a spectrum produced by refraction through a prism;  prismatic colours”

 

And the first explanation makes me think of the Pyramids (on the Zep Tepi Meridian) which is also “triangular geometrical”

 

Of the next word, namely “prismatic” is said the 2^nd explanation the last part:

“hence, of varied colours, bright – coloured, brilliant.”

 

These two words “prism” and “prismatic” are the 6^th and 7^th from the top of the middle column.

End of the First Part of Thoughts14.

30/07/2008 20:24 or 24 + 2 = 26.

 

 

Second Part of Thoughts14.

 

So I know, when I walk anywhere, in the back of my mind – that if I reflect the colour of my shirt into a prism, all the brilliant colours will emerge from the prism.  So I am actually “brilliantly” dressed with my white T-shirt day and night.  Just every morning a clean one from the two heaps – one heap the summer T-shirts and one heap the winter T-shirts.

End of Second Part of Thoughts14

30/07/2008 20:37 (And 20 + 37 = 57 or the inverse of the day my dog died, namely 7/5).

 

 

Third Part of Thoughts14

 

30/07/2008 20:47

And of colour in the Dictionary are said on page 343, the 3^rd or last column, the last word on the page:

 

“I1.  The quality in virtue of which objects present different appearances to the eye, in respect of the kind of light reflected from their surfaces”.

 

This mean (and the Dictionary mentions this explicitly) – colour is only an appearance!  So the white is the only colour that exists – the rest are only appearances.

End of Third Part of Thoughts14

30/07/2008 20:51 (And 5 + 1 = 6, and 20 + 6 = 26, like the first Part ended also on 26.  So the Beginning and End parts of Thoughts14 both Ended on 26 – which just show that colours are merely an appearance is not just wishful thinking, it is for real as it is related to the other illusions as well, those linked to 62, the inverse of 26).

            

Donations for the Needy.

Thoughts

 

This is the 12^th Thought – Thoughts12

 

29/07/2008 11:45AM or 11/9

 

A while ago a lady phoned me to hear if I want to apply for a funeral policy.  At first I thought it strange that one must “apply” to get a funeral policy, so I said to her (to spare myself some embarrassment to hear I do not qualify) that I am not planning to die so I do not need a funeral policy.  

 

But then I thought to myself, but instead of giving some money to one day by myself a coffin and have everybody to have a party on my funeral, why not rather spend that money useful and donate it to some charity organisations.

 

And because I miss my dog so much, I have decided to give an amount to the SPCA and an amount to the Global White Lion Trust and this will go off by debit order each month now.  I am already paying a monthly amount for old people to get a plate of food each day as for years now I have been giving a debit order for Multi Data Meals on Wheels.

 

So I am giving to the SPCA, an amount of R30, to the Global White Lion Trust an amount of R60 and to Multi Data Meals on Wheels an amount of R20.  So instead of a funeral policy, I am sending these amounts now every month to the above mentioned organizations.

 

But I cried a lot as this is the only amounts I can spare for those lost and lonely animals who desperately need help!  And this is all for my DOG!  CHARLIE!!!!

 

The time the transactions for the SPCA and the Global White Lion Trust was finished, their times on the slips that was given to me by the bank to show proof of the debit orders, was

SPCA – 2008/07/29 10:56:03AM – which gives from the time of the SPCA’s transaction the 10 + 3 or 13 and the 5 + 6 = 11 or 11/13 number combination.  And the 11/13 number combination is that every cloud has got a silver/golden lining.

GLOBAL WHITE LION PROTECTION TRUST – 2008/07/29 10:58:05 where 5 + 8 = 13 and if you add the 1 of 10 and the 5, you get 13 + 1 + 5 = 19.  But the outsides gives 10 + 5 or 1 + 5 = 6.  This gives the number combination of 19/6 – the day I got shot.

 

So what these two actions I did today is telling me, is that 19/6 has got a silver/golden lining somewhere or somehow.

But if you add the R30 of the SPCA and the R20 of the Multi Data Meals on Wheels, you get 3 + 2, which equal 5.  But the White Lion is a 6 (of R60) and a 6 + 5 = 65 or 11.  But 65 is the amount of dimensions there apparently are and in which I can move around in all.  But 65 is also the inverse of when the first transaction for today was done, the minutes of that act, which was 56.

But today’s transaction gives a 6 + 3 (R60 and R30) = 9.  But the one originally there, is a 2 (R20), which gives a 29, the day of the date today.  But 2 + 9 also equal 11.  But we have 29 in the amount and 29 in the day, which gives 11 and 11, but from the 65 and 56, we get another two 11 and 11.  This gives 11 + 11 + 11 + 11 = 44.  The number combination which is linked to the Hebrew name of God that means:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

 

And this is now my funeral plan which I took out for myself and which I did not have to apply for and stood a chance of being humiliated and told I do not qualify for the funeral policy.  I know, this sound totally ridiculous, but how many things in our current fossilized systems are not ridiculous?

 

29/07/2008 12:06 and on the clock the 6 is the upside down of 12.  But the 6 in number, is the upside down of 9 also.  So 12 and 9 where 12 is the number of fulfilment and 9 the number where it all comes together, is in one and the same spot – the upside down’s of 6.  And 6 the number of money (for one), according to Douglas Forbes.

Ns.  In this Thought, the Science is the funeral plan, and the religion is the donation to charity organizations.  So this is very much about Science of Religion – Religion of Science

For Every Illusion a Reality – For Every Reality an Illusion

 

Thoughts

 

This is the 9^th Thought – Thoughts9

 

  “Soul mates”

Look at the Little Left “Hand” holding me while I show him some cuddling

And the inspiration for the ALL that was written were the Soul mates

 

 

16/07/2008 9:06AM and 9 + 6 = 15, but together with the day, we get 15 and 16 where we get the second part of each number combination gives a 5 and 6 or 6 and 5 or the 65/56 combination which for me is the Ultimate amount of Dimensions there are – in which I apparently can move around in ALL.  But then we have left the 1 and 1 or 11, and it seems one of the most important things that were written about is the Gateway11.

 

Everything is surrounded by nothing.  That takes care of that everything is (not) surrounded and therefore the infinite, but as nothing is something, everything is surrounded by something, namely nothing.  This brings us to the balance point of infinity and finite as in the above scenario everything is limited (by way of being surrounded by nothing, which is something), but everything is with the same words surrounded by nothing.  This brings infinity and finite into the point of Balance, the point {0;0}.

The illusion is part of everything too – that is why ALL humankind are so confused as some believe they can manifest, but to manifest is part of the illusion (as manifesting comes from the acceptance ages ago that something nobody has seen before and are solely coming from an imagination, is alive and this eventually became the atom(s) and it is on this level that Quantum Physics discovered that the observer is influencing the observed.  And this made man believe that humankind is capable of manifesting).

But as I said, the illusion is part of everything, but this mean that the illusion is also surrounded by nothing.  This mean that even the atom(s) are surrounded by nothing.  And nothing (NO-thing) is guiding it – nothing is guiding the illusion or for that matter, the atom(s), which is anyway based on illusion.  That mean WE are not guiding the illusion/atom(s), nothing is.  So we cannot manifest.

16/07/2008 9:14AM

 

But for every illusion there is a reality and for every reality there is an illusion.

First:  for every illusion there is a reality – JUST LIKE IT, so the reality is also the illusion, as it is just like it.

Second:  for every reality there is an illusion – JUST LIKE IT, so the illusion is also the reality

 

This gives that in both ways, the one is (JUST LIKE IT) like the other.  This bring the opposite of illusion and reality into its Balance Point {0;0}, the Point where they meet (where the one is the same as the other).

This bring that not only is the illusion not guided by us but by nothing, but the reality is the same, as they are one and the same (illusion and reality).

 

And those who does not believe that we can manifest, they are just as confused as they have no clue as how to please a God (for me, The Creator)

16/07/2008 9:30AM

(And 9 + 3 = 12, and 12 the number of fulfilment.  But this is Thought9 and then we are left with the minutes 3, the number of confirmation).

 

16/07/2008 11:14AM as 14 is related to my dog where 14 is derived for dog from DOGOD.

 

My attention was focused on the time 11:02AM just a while ago.  And I got the word “ascend” in my mind.  And I realized I must go and check out this word in the Dictionary – as to find the True meaning.

And on page 105 (15) the first (1^st) column, the 2^nd last word, from the 3^rd part of this 2^nd last word, we get:

“A going back in time…..(genealogical)”

Or

“…a single step backward…(in genealogical)”

 

So “ascend” has got nothing to do with going up – especially concerning ourselves (we consist of genes – or so the scientists claim from an illusionary point of view), and that which is linked to  “genes”, has got nothing to do with “going up”.  It is actually that this 3^rd part of the word “ascend” has 2 descriptions, which relate to moving backward which gives:  it is the 2^nd (last word), it is the 3^rd description consisting of 2 parts or a 232 – which is linked to the most important White Lions as Linda is taking care of them and her date of birthday is 23/2 which make this above section True full as it is related to the Most Important White Lions on the planet and make the above information exclusive.

 

But seeing that the word “ascend”, that is related to the White Lion and therefore makes it the Truest way, it guides us to the word “genealogy”.  And this word is on page 783 where 7 + 8 + 3 = 18 (the 180 degree line or the horizontal line on the Cartesian Plane).

But the 1^st word from the bottom in the 1^st column of the dictionary, which makes this a 1 and 1 or 11, has got 2 descriptions, which makes it an 11 and 2 or 11:02 (that is probably why my attention was focused on 11:02 before I came to do this.

First Description:  “An account of a person’s descend…”

And

Second Description:  “Lineage, pedigree,…”

So in the same perspective that the word “ascend” is used, we find that it has basically the same description as the word “descend”.

This brings “ascend” and “descend” linked to the same thing and therefore into its point of Balance where the two meet as equal and therefore in the same point – but as X = 0, then we get, because the two opposites are actually one now, we get that because the one equal 0, we get the Balance point {0;0}.

 

In our Cartesian Plane where the horizontal line fell away and only the vertical line was left, the points where these opposites meet (remember using a mirror to show that we get):

 

01 10

02 20

03 30 

 

The place where the opposites meet is the centre point between the 01 10 or 02 20, it is where x = 0 and as they are equal (the opposites), it gives the Balance Point {0;0} – as x = 0, so the other point must then be 0 as well.

 

So because of our genes, we cannot “ascend”, as many think and are working towards.  And our genes are so full of old customs which is so much different from the picture I am getting, old customs like the state of mind of the world of opposites, the appearances that confuse and the misleading perceptions humankind built up, and it is sitting in our genes and that is where everything must change, in the genes who carry our old customs or fossilized customs.  But the genes gives another problem – gravity (which I have shown by now is also an illusion).  But we, made up of our genes, are stuck because of the illusion/perception that gravity created. 

 

If we want to “ascend” as many think, into the sky or who knows where to, we cannot because of our genes.  Our only point of Balance, is where the “ascend” and “descend” are related to the same thing.  In this case we must take a step back to our lineage – like for instance Zep Tepi (First Time), but most or all – to the origin (and even the Cartesian Plane use the point {0;0} as the origin of the Cartesian Plane) and become nothing – as in the Beginning there was nothing!

 

The vertical Axis does not mean we have to move “upwards/ascend”, it is merely a number combination, the radius of a circle which can be in any place inside the circle – but in the Cartesian Plane that radius can only be formed by the Cartesian Plane’s vertical positive Axis.  The reasons being as I stipulated in Thoughts8, to indicate the involvement of Zep Tepi and in the same (breath) number combination, the 44 – or the Hebrew Name of God meaning: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.  But also for the reason that the Vertical Axis that’s used is in the 12 o’clock place as well as the 90 degree “line” of the Cartesian Plane.  Where both the number combinations used now gives from 12, the number of fulfilment, and from 9, 9 is the number combination for me that means it is the number where it ALL comes together.

16/07/2008 11:37AM

 

Only Conscious of Being in the Unconscious.

Thoughts

 

This is the Seventh Thought

 

08/07/08 19:17

This Seventh Note will consist about some quotes I made in my notebook again.  So lets start as soon as possible.

 

First Note

08/07/08 9:58AM turning 59AM

If someone falls into a state of some kind of “sleep”(where it is considered that this person is unconscious) then Humankind says:   S/He lost consciousness.

That is that within any form of existence that is not of this world, and beyond death, you have no consciousness as you lost it.

So being on the other side, according to the above, you have no consciousness.   So on the other side you go into the unconscious – that which is sought in this life to know in order to get knowledge of all kinds

                                                                                                                 08/07/08 10:03AM

 

Second Note

08/07/08 10:36AM

On the night of 6^th and 7^th of July 2008, I had this dream.  At first I was living several lives (about 2) but only for a short period.

Then I landed in a riverbed and all I saw was little footprints.  And I realized in my dream that it was Charlie’s footprints and then all stopped and as I heard the voice of “Rina (my mother’s best friend and my second mother)” and she was saying that it was better that Charlie was not there at this stage we were in in this riverbed.  And I sank into the unconscious (where that was all I was conscious of – the being unconscious).

And a riverbed (according to Ted Andrews in his book “Animal Speak”) is linked to the flow of time.  So my dog Charlie made deep prints in the flow of time.  And as I was in that state where I lost consciousness, Charlie’s face appeared to me and he was so close to me – and then I woke up.

                                                                                                                       08/07/08  10:43AM

 

Third Note

08/07/08 11:12

My dog was the 3^rd thing I watched on TV my first night out of ICU after being shot.  And what happened was that I was watching the movie on M-net and there was this guy getting shot and they were showing how the bullet went through his body in slow motion.   And I called the sister to put the TV for me on another channel.  She did, but there they had this religious panel discussing religions and I was so terrified as that is something I once wrote about but then was told I write abnormal stuff.  So I was blocked by a psychiatrist as well as my parents to put my hand on paper anymore.  So the religions was also making me anxious and I called the sister again and asked for another channel and when she switched it over, there were an ad about MTN, where they were advertising a dog that looked similar to my dog and this dog got a big bone and he had the most quote place to live in and he was boss there.  And I could not understand how these programs could link to me and told the sister to put the TV off.  I was very upset about this TV thing, but now, 6 years later, I get the wireless internet and the mainframe coming on each time is the email I have with the name:  Charliethehero.  So the computer – which is HP (Harmony and Peace – where I were in while in hospital after being shot and having that big operation) – uses for the Fastlink, my dog and this fast link is of MTN. 

 

And my dog’s name starts with CH, so does the name of his specie start with CH (Chihuahua).  But at the time of his death on 7/5 of this year, there were a massive earthquake in China and there were an Typhoon in Myanmar (linked to China as well in some way) and the volcanic eruption in Chile.

But if you look at CH, it gives according to their place in the hierargy of the English Alphabet, a 38.  But if you view MTN, its numbers starts and initially only started with the numbers 083, where 83 is the inverse of 38.  All these subtle links, coincidence?

I remember that night with the TV thing I thought to myself, you have got a serious delusional, paranoic unbalanced view/perspective.  But when I look at all the coincidences that is actually only coming out now, I am starting to wonder if there is not maybe any grounds I had for these feelings not being true?  Maybe it was destiny to have seen what I saw and having all the things happening now as it is happening, making that experience not so abnormal, but extraordinary.

                                                                                                                                    08/07/08 11:17AM

 

So much for the Notes.  But I think the main thing is the first and second part (although the third part is in its own way going to be useful later on) about consciousness.  I think the extreme took place within my dream – being conscious of being in the unconscious. 

And later this afternoon I saw where I have been all day – as the opening was there, the opening to the place where I have been in hospital after being shot and after the emergency operation which Master Kuthumi called:  the NO-thingness.  But this place has been discussed so many times in these last few posts!!

End of the 7^th Thought.

                                                                                                                                        08/07/08 19:52 or 7/7         

The Mirror – Mess(of ALL the)ages

THOUGHTS

 

This is the Sixth Thought

 

01/07/2008 21:20 (cell’s time)

 

This Thought is going hand in hand with the Fifth Thought.   The reason why I say that is because the Fifth Thought was written this morning for a reason.  And that reason being the following and I quote from the Fifth Thought:

 

I know it must sound totally weird/abnormal to anyone who does not understand the levels me and my friends are working on.  And the other thing is:  only if you read all the parts from a certain point, will you perhaps understand what the “parts” are leaving behind.  A path, a path to what is good for this Creation and what not.  I am fooling around with the Big Boys of Physics and what they believe – and it seems if you do not agree (and I do not disagree – and that is why I am not understood, because how does this make sense?), you are viewed as abnormal.  If you only think white, or if you only think black, you will definitely not understand what I am trying to convey.  If you think, ah, maybe white or black, then you have succeeded to another level.  But when you think grey, and even disregard black or white and immediately think grey, you are considered weird/abnormal.  And everything in “weird/abnormal” is a no-no to society!

 

But I went through the whole process again today to get clarity on the last posts in my blogs and on the quote I made this morning in the Fifth Thought.  So I realized (after I wrote a note tonight on the subject of the above quote), what actually was troubling me today.  And I realized what is actually happening when I feel the way I do on days like today.  I am moving up levels – which is not easy as it makes you feel very uncomfortable.  And like myself today, until now I did not realize what is actually happening.  But I am tapping into the one layer after the other.  Late this afternoon, as I was on my way back home after some shopping I did, I realized but I am actually feeling threatened and I realized that I am tapping into the overall consciousness of this whole area I am living and shopping and therefore living in.  It holds a thread as I did not understand at first that these people that stay in this area holds a different perspective than I do.  And the overall consciousness is that these letters I am writing, will be considered “weird” by them and probably be condemned.  And I am picking up on that (and that is why I feel threatened) and because I did not realize it earlier, got scared without knowing or understanding.  Now I know and maybe it will help a bit in future to not feel so threatened as it is a level/layer humankind does not tap into consciously easily.  But then I have to make the breakthrough to the outside of consciousness as we know it to the NO-thingness.  And that takes some pain and some thoughts for food for getting there.  That is difficult to explain but I remember the dream I had of this “Being” that I saw through two windows and how we all went to hide from this “being”, but as we were hiding next to this place where I saw this “Being” through the windows, this “Being” came to us and I looked up and this “Being” shot me in my throat chakra (in my neck) and said to me:  “You have seen Me”.  And the others hiding with me did not even look up – and no one else got shot.  I don’t know what happened after that…

 

But I got a note that is written in my notebook that explains a lot to me – and I hope it clear some of the other stuff I wrote recently:

 

01/07/2008 18:30 and 1 + 8 = 9 and 9 + 3 = 12, the number of fulfilment.

When I look at where Quantum Physics, based on particles like “atoms” are coming from (Brown and the microscope), then an atom is nothing more than an illusion.  So Quantum Physics’ “the observer influencing the observed”, is based on an illusion.

 

Brown was wondering (in the 1600’s) what was making the living organisms underneath the microscope, which he was investigating and researching, what made the organisms move around?  Well, they were/are living organisms he researched – so the most logical answer is that these organisms made themselves move around underneath observation (the microscope) as they must be guided by something inside themselves.  So why did Brown choose the option that it must have been something not visible (that must also be alive but just out of sight) and something therefore illusionary, that made living organisms function (move around in this case).  So according to this, living organisms are being guided by the illusion from the organisms outside.  So Brown was right – you just have to see it in the right context.  In this case living species (organisms) like humankind, are guided by the illusion, namely the state of mind of the world of opposites and of perceptions.  So humankind has invented something – else than nothing (NO thing) to create something that comes down to be something which Science eventually called “atoms”, to explain what is making living organisms actually move around.  So where atoms come from is that they were invented from an illusionary perspective.

 

So instead of the True Logic behind the illusion that Brown chose to explain how living organisms are guided (not from inside the living organism, but the illusionary outside), humankind got confused of the misleading principals of the state of mind of the world of opposites and of perceptions, and fell for the illusion (misleading) by believing that “the observer can influence the observed” or then in plain Quantum Physics style:  each human is guiding his own destiny by way of manifesting all in his/her life.  But according to the most first discovery of atoms, it was outside the living organism to guide the living organism.  So if the organism was guided from something outside, then how can Quantum Physics, based on this, proof that humankind can manifest his own life from within his/herself?

 

But if they don’t look in the mirror anymore, they will understand that the illusion that Brown “invented”, was to show humankind that they are leading their lives in a state of mind of the world of opposites which is an illusion (which was proven in so many of my letters to Lore), and that this is misleading and two, they are made up of perceptions, which confuse everything even more in a misleading of the True in all aspects.

 

But people just love to look at themselves in the mirror, that is why they so desperately want to believe the misleading – that they are manifesting their own lives (that means – each individual is manifesting his own destiny and what is so incredible is that nothing clashes with each one just by his own set of perceptions manifest whatever he wants.  And what is so incredible is that they belief this without thinking that wouldn’t it just be chaos if each individual, without the interference of a Higher Source, were manifesting his/her own destiny?).  How ridiculous can a mirror fool humankind?

                                                                                                   01/07/2008 18:50

(Or 6:50PM or then 65 – the ultimate amount of dimensions there apparently are).

 

So I have clarity again about this whole issue about manifesting.  I was thinking to myself and punishing myself about what have I manifested?  How did it influence the people around me?  And my friend Lore told me that I must not worry, as everyone is organising his/her own destiny….but that just blew my mind as somewhere along the line (I realized), someone’s manifestations had to influence someone else’s manifestations – and what then?  But this question is now answered to me by this piece of information that was given for me this afternoon.  May it be clear to the ALL at some stage as well…

This is the End of the Sixth Thought that is an extension of the Fifth Thought which give a 6 and a 5 or 65.  The Fifth Thought is actually not worth anything, without the Sixth Thought.

01/07/2008 22:06 (cell’s time) where the minutes put the emphasis on the 6 again.  But the 2^nd part of the date of today, is a 7, but the hour consists of 2’s.  So if we put all the 2’s together, the 2^nd of the date and the 2 and 2 of the hour, we get 22 and 7, or PI.  The Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem, or my Phd, or the Goff – it has got so many names, but it started off in this Thought as the NO-thingness.                    

 

The Extension of the 6^th Thought – Thoughts6

 

 

17/07/2008 13:38 related to CH

I regard Brown as the Beginning of the snowball which ended in the birth of “atoms”.  But according to him (Brown), something OUTSIDE the organisms, inside the microscopic view, was guiding the organisms – something so small you cannot see it – something invisible.

 

But where did the scientists, if the atoms that guided the organisms to move around and was OUTSIDE the organisms, get to the point where the organisms as well as the OUTSIDE consist of one and the same thing, namely atoms.

 

So now the organisms (it can even be humans) are not only guided from inside, where science jumped from Brown time to Quantum Physics time everywhere – even everything consist of atoms.  But in the Brown time – only the outside atoms (which was invisible and the product of his imagination) were guiding/bumping the organisms.

 

So how can you manifest if you are guided from within you by atoms (as that is what atoms do according to Brown that lead to Quantum Physics perspective), but the atoms are also guiding the organisms/human from outside?

                                                                                                       17/07/2008 13:51 

 

Being guided from inside as well as outside – where/how do you find your way to manifest?  As according to Brown, the invisibility guides the organism and not the organism the invisibility (the later in Quantum Physics times, atom).

                                                                                                         17/07/2008 13:54

 

And the two end times gives first a 13 + 51 = 64 and the second 13 + 54 = 67.  This gives a 6 and 6 or 12 (number of fulfillment) and a 47 – where 47 linked to PI ((4)22/7).

Ns.  This means that the atoms (or Brown’s invisible objects) are guiding humankind and cannot be the other way around:  for humankind being able to guide what is what is guiding it.  Atoms guide (see under microscope), not the other way around.

This is the End of the Extended version of Thoughts6.

                                                                                             17/07/2008 14:55 or 555                

 

Sense or Nonsense – Missunderstand.

THOUGHTS

 

This is the Fifth Thought

 

01/07/2008 12:18PM (cell’s time) where we have from the time, that it gives a 12/9, the birthday of someone linked to the White Lion Protection Fund – or then, the symbolism of this number combination:  Straight from Avalon to The White Lion

 

I have written a letter to a friend this morning as follow:

 

“….01/07/2008 8:43AM

 

You were looking for me yesterday and because of the bad quality of hearing at the place we were, I had to ask you if I could phone you back.  But now it seems we have lost each other totally.  I am trying to phone that number you used over and over, but now it is down completely.

 

Anyway – I am struggling at this stage not only coping with my dog’s death, but also questioning the stuff I wrote.  I know it must sound totally weird/abnormal to anyone who does not understand the levels me and my friends are working on.  And the other thing is:  only if you read all the parts from a certain point, will you perhaps understand what the “parts” are leaving behind.  A path, a path to what is good for this Creation and what not.  I am fooling around with the Big Boys of Physics and what they believe – and it seems if you do not agree (and I do not disagree – and that is why I am not understood, because how does this make sense?), you are viewed as abnormal.  If you only think white, or if you only think black, you will definitely not understand what I am trying to convey.  If you think, ah, maybe white or black, then you have succeeded to another level.  But when you think grey, and even disregard black or white and immediately think grey, you are considered weird/abnormal.  And everything in “weird/abnormal” is a no-no to society!

 

I am battling with this.  I may have a publisher, but I am in so much distress because of what the sentencing of the critics eventually might be, that I do not know if I want to publish whatever I have written at all.  A woman I met about a week ago, she wanted me to actually tell a room full of people that think more or less think alike (though not quite the same as they are not that weird) of what the message is that was given to me.  But my problem is I am scared – scared of being thought of as weird.  Although I do know that those people are open and was actually very interested in what I had to say.  And I could talk to those people about my written stuff and I did not even stutter until I came to the part where all the options there are started.  Then I could not focus as I was not prepared for what I was saying.  I was also not ready for the occasion.  Never expected that anyone will listen to what I have to say.

 

Anyway, you don’t want to hear about my problems on this first day of the month – you have a whole month to plan today and tomorrow.

 

REGARDS

Renee

01/07/2008 9:00AM….”

From this letter I realized one thing as I was thinking about the letter I wrote to my friend:  Humankind want The Creator to be something they understand.  That is where the understanding comes from that if something is black – most of humankind understand that.  So that will also be the picture that they would want from a God.   But if you talk about black and its opposite, namely white, and understand they go along as the one is the opposite of the other, we will understand a God on that level.  But if we understand by hearing of black – the term “grey” and without even thinking of white, understanding that black and white in its point of reaching the balance point, give grey, to humankind is something of no sense.  And that is what our Creator is, something that to humankind, will make no sense at all.

So maybe I must not feel that bad at all.  As I also told my friend, the Big Boys of Physics in today’s world of Physics, will probably feel they disagree with what I say – if they even take the time to read what I wrote!  But as I said, I do not agree with them (although I also do not disagree with them), but that is the issue with the things I wrote – nobody will probably be able to say that they do not agree with me, but they also do not disagree with me, that the main problem is just that what I wrote does not really make sense, or something they understand.  But that was my problem in the beginning as well.  This making sense thing, and I had to adjust to that.  Something that does not make sense, but something that is also not senseless!  We can never put The Creator in any form of making sense or making no(n) sense.  As this is part of the state of mind of being in the world of opposites.  And making sense differ from human to human, as it is also just a perception.  And I have shown in previous letters to Lore, that perception is something that is called in the Oxford Dictionaries, something that is misleading.

So all the things I wrote so far may not make sense to most of humankind (especially if I think of the reaction of some of the dudes in (at) the world (Blueworld) where they are asking, after reading one piece, “WTF”, meaning, they have no clue what is going on there.  Then another one gave the comment:  Dude, this is seriously weird…

But those are the people (humankind) that fall in the category of black is black and white is white.  They are not even realizing that black and white are each other’s opposites, let alone that grey is what you eventually get where black and white come together…

 

Anyway, what does it matter?  I am just asking myself that question.  Maybe it is their life task to stay where they are, in a world of only “black” or a world of only “white”.  Grey may not even appear to them (of course this is all symbolism the black and white and grey thing) as the point where black and white get into balance.

This is the End of the Fifth Thought of THOUGHTS.

01/07/2008 12:41PM and 12 and 14 (the inverse of 41), is the combination linked to Joan of Arc.