Only Conscious of Being in the Unconscious.

Thoughts

 

This is the Seventh Thought

 

08/07/08 19:17

This Seventh Note will consist about some quotes I made in my notebook again.  So lets start as soon as possible.

 

First Note

08/07/08 9:58AM turning 59AM

If someone falls into a state of some kind of “sleep”(where it is considered that this person is unconscious) then Humankind says:   S/He lost consciousness.

That is that within any form of existence that is not of this world, and beyond death, you have no consciousness as you lost it.

So being on the other side, according to the above, you have no consciousness.   So on the other side you go into the unconscious – that which is sought in this life to know in order to get knowledge of all kinds

                                                                                                                 08/07/08 10:03AM

 

Second Note

08/07/08 10:36AM

On the night of 6^th and 7^th of July 2008, I had this dream.  At first I was living several lives (about 2) but only for a short period.

Then I landed in a riverbed and all I saw was little footprints.  And I realized in my dream that it was Charlie’s footprints and then all stopped and as I heard the voice of “Rina (my mother’s best friend and my second mother)” and she was saying that it was better that Charlie was not there at this stage we were in in this riverbed.  And I sank into the unconscious (where that was all I was conscious of – the being unconscious).

And a riverbed (according to Ted Andrews in his book “Animal Speak”) is linked to the flow of time.  So my dog Charlie made deep prints in the flow of time.  And as I was in that state where I lost consciousness, Charlie’s face appeared to me and he was so close to me – and then I woke up.

                                                                                                                       08/07/08  10:43AM

 

Third Note

08/07/08 11:12

My dog was the 3^rd thing I watched on TV my first night out of ICU after being shot.  And what happened was that I was watching the movie on M-net and there was this guy getting shot and they were showing how the bullet went through his body in slow motion.   And I called the sister to put the TV for me on another channel.  She did, but there they had this religious panel discussing religions and I was so terrified as that is something I once wrote about but then was told I write abnormal stuff.  So I was blocked by a psychiatrist as well as my parents to put my hand on paper anymore.  So the religions was also making me anxious and I called the sister again and asked for another channel and when she switched it over, there were an ad about MTN, where they were advertising a dog that looked similar to my dog and this dog got a big bone and he had the most quote place to live in and he was boss there.  And I could not understand how these programs could link to me and told the sister to put the TV off.  I was very upset about this TV thing, but now, 6 years later, I get the wireless internet and the mainframe coming on each time is the email I have with the name:  Charliethehero.  So the computer – which is HP (Harmony and Peace – where I were in while in hospital after being shot and having that big operation) – uses for the Fastlink, my dog and this fast link is of MTN. 

 

And my dog’s name starts with CH, so does the name of his specie start with CH (Chihuahua).  But at the time of his death on 7/5 of this year, there were a massive earthquake in China and there were an Typhoon in Myanmar (linked to China as well in some way) and the volcanic eruption in Chile.

But if you look at CH, it gives according to their place in the hierargy of the English Alphabet, a 38.  But if you view MTN, its numbers starts and initially only started with the numbers 083, where 83 is the inverse of 38.  All these subtle links, coincidence?

I remember that night with the TV thing I thought to myself, you have got a serious delusional, paranoic unbalanced view/perspective.  But when I look at all the coincidences that is actually only coming out now, I am starting to wonder if there is not maybe any grounds I had for these feelings not being true?  Maybe it was destiny to have seen what I saw and having all the things happening now as it is happening, making that experience not so abnormal, but extraordinary.

                                                                                                                                    08/07/08 11:17AM

 

So much for the Notes.  But I think the main thing is the first and second part (although the third part is in its own way going to be useful later on) about consciousness.  I think the extreme took place within my dream – being conscious of being in the unconscious. 

And later this afternoon I saw where I have been all day – as the opening was there, the opening to the place where I have been in hospital after being shot and after the emergency operation which Master Kuthumi called:  the NO-thingness.  But this place has been discussed so many times in these last few posts!!

End of the 7^th Thought.

                                                                                                                                        08/07/08 19:52 or 7/7