WHITE LIGHT DREAM

Chitchat2

 

24/08/08   13:50

 

It is crucial to remember that I have no physics background.  That is why the information on physics are not “proved” on the micro levels of physicists.  My logic WILL/MUST be different to bring The Bigger Picture into duality – as the physicists working with physics in its micro/mathematical/theoretical ways, cannot see physics as only a compartment of science, therefore they cannot see science in different logical Bigger picture anymore.

 

They are actually “stuck” inside the micro dimensions of what they don’t really call science anymore – it became physics, chemistry, mathematics, astronomy etc and who knows how many small departments will still pop up like mushrooms?  

 

And this all in the name of Science.

 

So when I write about anything in science, it is about THE BIGGER PICTURE, which are not available on a small scale of THE SMALLER PICTURE!

 

But it might also be that the so called scientists may take up whatever I wrote about whether it was mathematics or physics or whatever “science” the so called scientists learn off by heart at University (like parrots), the same way they may take up this dream I had on the morning of 22/08/08 which was such a powerful dream that it actually woke me up directly afterwards and it still flash through my mind from time to time.  I wrote it down the same morning and here is the quote of it:

 

Dream on 22/08/08 – 08:29AM

 

Just before I woke up this morning, I had the weirdest dream…

 

I was on the roof of a huge high building and a voice was talking to me from some place I don’t know, but it was not inside me, it was outside me.  And all that I can remember about what the voice said to me was about me being send to this planet and that those documents were kept VERY SAFE in a very special/private place and it seemed like it was this company which was beneath me .  It was kept it seemed in this huge high building, that the top manager or something knew about the whereabouts of my papers of me being send to this planet.

 

And then a woman walked by with a silver envelope in her hand and I said to her:  “no, that is mine”, and I took the silver envelope from her and opened it.  But as I opened it, inside was a piece of paper and what I mostly saw was the top part (but it seemed the letter was all about the same) of the letter that was at some places light and at some places there was not light – like maybe some kind of code or something, but the top, the first, was light.  The place where you normally address someone in a letter,  that was Light.  But I couldn’t understand this.  As I looked at the top word and tried to read it, but all I read was the light there.  Like a light alike words.

 

And I was told something about my family on earth, but all I saw was an insect all by itself in an enclosure where it could easily get out of as the holes were much greater in size than the insect.

And then I woke up.  But as I woke up, all that was in my mind was that letter that was written with light, or in light?

22/08/08   08:38AM  (Where 38 is linked to the CH of for one, my dog Charlie).

End of Quote of the Dream on 22/08/08 the morning that woke me up.

 

At first I thought maybe I watched too many superman movies, but this is hardly about superman, it is only about letter written in light that has got something to do with myself being on this planet.  And maybe, who knows, maybe we all have such a letter?

 

So this just proof that me myself, are asking rational questions about what thoughts I get about certain mathematical and other scientific issues.  And I do question myself as well – or at least, the thought I get about a certain aspect.  It is not just rushing off to see how much thoughtless ideas I can put into all my writings.

I do question the ideas I get, until it makes sense for me on a level where my mind has worked on numerous levels with the thoughts.  Like for instance about that dream, my first question was – haven’t you watched too many superman movies?  But then I realized, but what does the dream have got to do with superman?  That is why I said, we may all have such letters about our being on this planet.

24/08/08   13:58 and 5 + 8 = 13, which gives a 13/13 or 4/4 or 44 or the Hebrew Name of God that mean:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

WHITE LIGHT

Chitchat1

 

23/08/08 20:42

 

The Creative Forces (Feminine forces) are also the destructive forces.  As we live in duality – which only mean that which are created, must be destructed/destroyed again.  That’s the law in a state of mind of being in a world of opposites.

 

According to Einstein’s theories, if you wanted to create a vehicle that can travel faster than the speed of white light, that vehicle needed to have mass/greatness as The Universe (The Everything) itself.

But a white light particle has a vehicle, as it is a “particle/vehicle” in itself carrying the white light.  But is this vehicle/particle in mass/greatness the mass/greatness as The Universe itself?  Then Everything must be the mass/greatness as that of the white light “vehicle/particle”.  Or a white light particle must be in mass/greatness equal the mass/greatness of Everything.

 

But the fact of the matter is, besides showing that mass/greatness are because of the nonsense of Einstein,  in its point of Balance (as it does not make sense to us who are experiencing in a world of opposites that a light particle/vehicle is the same mass as The Whole of The Universe), that some kind of vehicle, namely a particle, a white light particle, is moving at the speed of white light.  And according to Einstein NO vehicle were able to go at the speed of white light if not the mass equal that of The Whole of The Universe/All.  So again some NONsense, as there are a vehicle that appear not to have the mass/greatness of The Universe itself, that can move at the speed of white light.  The white light vehicle/particle itself.

 

23/08/08 20:52 and from the minutes we have a 42 and 52 where the 4 and 5 (the firsts) give a 45 or 54 – which is for me the Balance of heaven and earth with 4 the earth and 5 the heavens.   And then we have the 22, and the hours of the Beginning and End times, gives 20 + 20 = 40.  But 40 + 22 = 62, the number that links Einstein to Global Warming (and behind that link is the whole thing of  miss/mess-perception).

THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM

Thoughts18

 

08/08/08 21:30 or 9 + 3 = 12 (the number of fulfilment)

I  have written a letter to The White Lion Global Trust a while ago.  The time I started the letter, showed 20:26.  (Or 8:26PM or 8:8).

 

And I said to them as I was busy writing to them there my parents were downstairs watching Noot vir Noot on TV and the guest singer was singing:  “I am loving Angels instead” by Robbie Williams.

 

And then I said to them I have to take only one step and it will put the ball on the roll for funds from Planet Save (of the Internet group Blueworld) to the White Lions.  But something is stopping me.

 

Then I had to answer what do I think of Hunting?  And my head went into overdrive and I could not help thinking but what is the relevance of saving the planet or giving healing to the planet.  I know I am looking for the Origin and End, the Balance of these, but at this stage – who do these people want to save the planet from?  As everybody is up in arms about saving the planet – from themselves or the guy next door?  So from who do they want to save the planet from – these 6.5 billion people in this world, from who do they want to save it from?  Or do they want to save it (for/from)  God/Creator?   As it seems everybody else are innocent and want to help save?

 

And now, even more ridiculous – how are people saving the planet?  And you won’t believe this answer – money and having babies (multiplying)!  I wrote the word “money” slowly!  With nothing else than money (and making babies or multiplying) are humankind believing that the way to save the planet is this way, with money and lots and lots of people – as they are not allowed anything else to think!   But this is not as ridiculous as to who the planet want to be saved from (before we know it, it might be money and those babies), but the Divine Spark in having so much people on the planet, if disaster struck one place, then the rest of the world won’t have to each take out millions of dollars to help those that was in the disaster, as if everybody (as we are now beginning to become masses) just give 10 dollar, then those in the disaster can be helped.  And so we go on with every disaster, the masses and money take care of the people who was caught up in the disaster.  So it is not for nothing that money and masses of people are the answer to disasters, should there be disasters to bring everything to the point where the planet can raise her vibrations to such extend as is necessary.     (And the money and masses we think is part of the problem, well, it is part of the answer as well, as it might just unite the world if everyone have to give a small share to help his fellow mate that was in a huge disaster!)

 

And as I said:  Does the planet need saving and healing?  Or is it just our MANY (as we are many and we are even getting more than many now) little beliefs? 

 

(Maybe these Lions do need money to survive.  And maybe because of my humanness do I pay a debit order each month to those Lions – as every cent (so I believe), helps.  I have already seen how money is not only the cause but also the answer to disasters)

 

Because of fossilized customs we want to save the planet and we believe everything needs healing – even the planet and who knows what else?  But why?  I have already written a Lore how our world fell into the trap of being “in need”.  It always or someone always needs resque/healing.  But we became like this because everyone wanted to deliver a service to stay alive or earn money.  People did things for one another as a service and later on they paid each other for that.  An old fossilized custom that keeps this planet in a “I need (something/healing)” position according to man and his needs.   And when the planet “needs” something, it is probably healing – we all need to heal.  As healing is all we know how to help because of fossilized customs.

 

But when are we going to start Thinking?  When are we going to challenge fossilized customs?  I have revealed many of them in the Lore’s and Thoughts.  But how much more is necessary to get people to Think for a change, and most of all, accept it?  I want to know why I need healing?  I cry, but I cry to my Creator to show me the Divine Spark in the situation.  And that happened to the money and billions of people on the planet – explaining their Divine Spark.  And I was amazed!

 

But the ones that can hold back a united world is the following:  fossilized customs manifest in catch22 situations, in appearances, in the state of mind of being in a world of opposites and last but not least:  perceptions.  When are we going to review these events in our lives on this planet and in Creation?  Or are we just too stupid to even think about it, let alone realize it?

 

But then I come to the part even more crazy.  A lot of people want to heal the planet as well.  They are doing all kinds of “stuff” to do this healing processes.  But my belief is that WE ARE ALL FISHING IN THE DARK doing this!

 

What does the planet need healing for?  Do they know what healing it is that it require?  Do they even know at all if healing is required?  What kind of healing are they using to do this healing exercises?  But mostly it is meant in the best of intentions.

 

Then there is the raising of the vibration of the planet.  All because WE ARE FISHING IN THE DARK and have no clue what we are messing with?

 

But that is not my problem, just something that ran through my mind.

 

My problem personally is that I want to find Origin and End – whatever is going on in between is irrelevant at this stage.  As I am not seeking to save the Planet or to heal the planet or humankind or enlighten the world.  I am seeking The Balance.  The Balance of Origin and End.  I want to go back to the NO-thingness!

 

And yesterday I was feeling terrible because it was actually 3 months after my dog’s death.  And he therefore died on 7/5, but his birthday is on 23/10, but if you add from 7/5 on to 23/10, the period is 16 days and 5 months.  And as 1 + 6 = 7, it gives another 7/5.  But 7 + 5 = 12 and as the 7/5 and 7/5 both have got something to do with time, 12 times 12 equal 144. 

 

And as I was sitting downstairs thinking this, I realized certain words a girl on Kyknet on the TV was singing.  She was saying (in Afrikaans), that she wishes that whatever her friend wrote down – that time can pass for it all to come true, all the words he wrote.

 

And I realized – as I realized that the light on 7 of the photographs of 15 photographs (all about the Bosveld Loerie or known in Afrikaans as the Kwevoel), have got a “purple aura” in them, that this purple aura is linked to my dog, Charlie, my Chihuahua dog who probably watched with me today on 8/8/8 the opening of the Olympic Games in China’s Beijing.

 

But if you look at “purple aura”:

From “purple”

P = 16 (7), U = 21 (3), R = 18 (9), P = 16 (7), L = 12 (3), E = 5.  And 7 + 3 = 10 + 9 = 19 and 1 + 9 = 10 and 10 + 7 = 17 and 1 + 7 = 8 + 3 = 11 or 2 + 5 = 7

From “aura”:

A = 1, U = 21 (3), R = 18 (9), a = 1.   And 1 + 3 = 4 + 9 = 13 or 4 + 1 = 5.

This is another 7/5 or a 12,12,12.  Confirmation of fulfillment .  And further I discovered and remembered that as a kid I would take the (t)Horn of a Rose stem and pull it off and put it on my nose and play I am a Rhino.  But I have already written about the Rhino who’s Horn has to be cut off in order for him to be saved (it was called:  Scorned to be Saved).  And in this letter it was also shown how the Rhino’s Horn is linked to the East of Africa and if the horn is cut off, the nose of the Sphinx has broken off as well.  So now the Rose has been linked to the sphinx (by way of the (t)Horn), not only in the previous letter, but now also by way of the rose (“t”Horn), the rhino (Horn) and the nose of the Sphinx (that has broken off).

And I was woken this morning at 2:22AM and cried about my dog.  But that is better now as I realize that the (Kwevoels I believed came to warn me about my dog’s death on that Weesak Full Moon weekend).  But now my dog is revealing himself in form of being an “aura” on the photographs with them.  He is trying very hard to show me he is with me!

8/8/8 22:16 or 22/7 or PI.  But PI is linked to 47 and 407 or 704 is the DOG GOD numbers.

 

 

THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM

 

2008/08/13   16:30

 

Nothing has ALWAYS been there.  But of “always” is said on page 51, the 3^rd column the 8^th word (this gives a 38 – the CH)

 

“3.  STILL,…, now, in any or every circumstance, anyway”.

And then on page 2020 of the Oxford Dictionaries, the 2^nd column the LAST word in this column:

 

“Motionless, stationary, remaining in the same position; ..photograph”.

 

And the Balance between Origin and End is with the emphasis on End.  And the End of Everything will only leave behind something like a “photograph”.  And it will fade away to inevitably become something new again, a new Origin again.  As this Origin only exists because the End has faded.  And that is ALL!!

 

Like if the Polar Bear goes into extinction – something is lost, but something new is gained, something without the past and that is something different.  As what is something from the past, will be the faded End, so Origin comes from something that has faded to such extend it never existed.  So the NO-thingness comes then from a past of never existed, which is the rise of the “new” Origin.  Which in turn will turn out to be a faded End, or a non existence.

 

That is ORIGIN – THE FADED END CAUSE AN ORIGIN.

 

And this is the only way to understand “Origin”.  And the Faded End (like a faded photograph) giving birth to a new Origin, is coming together in the NO-thingness.

2008/08/13   16:38

 

26/08/08 or 08/08/08   13:18

 

The End before The Origin of Everything, was the “photograph” of nothing.  This ended as it faded and something had to come into origin, namely something.  And something was within nothing.  But then something faded into an End session again and therefore came to an End and a new Origin had to come into being, as something faded and something new had to be in Origin, it had to be something linked to something.  But it could not be something again – as something already faded in End and something new was to come into Origin now.  So the something Originated again and something’s inverses came into Origin.  And that is how duality was started inside nothing. 

But because something is surrounded by nothing, it is “inside” nothing and because it do not have an inverse counterpart, it could not become nothing again (which is not an option for duality).

 

So that is why the inverse of something came into being, by still being something – as it was the only thing that could come into being with an inverse where both the name (in this case, something) as its inverse, is called something.

So something had to become Everything in order for Everything to be something.

 

And for something and something’s inverse to be fulfilled (in order to reach End again), something eventually had to become Everything – which was the birth of the act of Creation.

 

And that is why Everything will also eventually reach End for another Origin to begin.

 

26/08/08 or 08/08/08 13:27 (And both the Beginning and End of The Impossible Dream have time a 13 hours or 1PM and a 9 or a 19.  But from the date we have that 8 + 8 + 8 = 24 or 2 + 4 = 6, which gives a 19/6 – the day I got shot on).

 

   

And the Most Serious part of All written up to now, is between The Desert and The Deep Blue Sea.  And it is send out into this world on 17(8)/08/08.

Along with Every Thought – or Lore – Along come “i”.

Thoughts

 

This is the 17^th Thought/Thoughts17

 

06/08/2008 00:23AM

 

I have made a note which link Thoughts15, Thoughts16 and Thoughts17 to one another to display to me, after 6 years of questioning, who it is that is giving me my information and organizing all the synchronicities.

 

05/08/2008 10:37Pm and 1 + 37 = 38, the CH from my dog Charlie, Chihuahua, China (Earthquake), Chinese People (Typhoon Myanmar) and Chile (volcano) – all happened at same time my dog died on 7/5 of 2008.

 

“The Rose”

That morning when I felt so terrible where I saw the head of the Sphinx being resurrected (as it was seemingly on the ground), I phoned a friend and told him about these “vision/insight” I got.  But this friend is friends with the friend who phoned me 60km from Bloemfontein to ask about an aerial that has to be fetched for the White Lions of Timbavati.

 

But “The Rose” can be the one that rose from the ground – like that head of the Sphinx I saw being rose from the ground in my mind’s eye.  And another word for this “rose from the ground” is that it has been “rise(n)” from the ground where “o” and “i” are in the same places and that “rise” only have an extra “n”.  And “n” the 14^th letter of English Alphabet .

 

But “o” is naught (the symbol for naught – Thoughts15) and “i” is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet and 9 the number where it all comes together (Thoughts15 and Thoughts16).

 

And see how Origin (0) and the point where all come together, the “whole point” or 9 or “i”, is one and the same.

 

So whether it “rose” from the ground by being pulled to “rise” from the ground with ropes (in my mind’s eye), it is the head of the Sphinx being resurrected – so “The Rose” is the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.

 

05/08/2008 10:46PM and 1 + 46 = 47, the number associated with PI/8^th Thought and Golden Paved Middle Way.  But the 4^th letter is “D” and the 7^th letter is “G”.  So from PI (22/7 – from 4/7), we get that the 47 and 74 combination gives DG and GD.  But as 0 is 0, we add that 0 and we get DOG and GOD.

 

When we look at our school years, we got the words the following way to learn how the present, past words looked like.  Like for instance with “rise”, you would have learnt:

Rise and rose; walk and walked; or see and saw, etc.  (Why do we get taught this way anyway?  As if it did not happen this way, it would not have been possible to show the following):

So in this case the FIRST position is “rise”.  But as we have that the past happened before the present, we get therefore that “rose” happened before “rise”, so it should be in the FIRST position as well.

 

But now “rise” and “rose” are in a FIRST position and “rose” and “rise” in the LAST position.  So “o” and “I” both in First and Last position which makes them linked to the same thing and therefore they’re equal or share equality.

 

So the Origin (“o”) as well as (“I”) the point where everything comes together, share equality.  So “origin” is also the point where everything comes together.  So present and past share equality as one and the same thing.

 

And this besides the conclusion of Who and What is the Source of my information – the 0(ne) where present and past comes together in one point – the balance point or {0;0}, as these two, the “o” and “I”, share equality.  So this 0(ne) is beyond the state of mind of the world of opposites – therefore from the NO-thingness.  So the information are all coming from the NO-thingness.

 

So this Thoughts17 is just another confirmation that I am dealing with a once Dying God that is linked to be “The Rose” or then, the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.  And no information in Thoughts17 is new information – as all of it has been written down in another version in the Thoughts so far.  But Thoughts17,  just makes all the information in Thoughts17, the “whole” of it all.

 

And 1 + 7 = 8, and 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

 

This is the End of Thoughts17.

06/08/2008 00:43AM – and for some or other reason the 43 is coming up all the time lately – I will probably find the reason for that soon.  And the minutes have now changed to 44 – which is linked to the number combination of 17 or 71.

Donations for the Needy.

Thoughts

 

This is the 12^th Thought – Thoughts12

 

29/07/2008 11:45AM or 11/9

 

A while ago a lady phoned me to hear if I want to apply for a funeral policy.  At first I thought it strange that one must “apply” to get a funeral policy, so I said to her (to spare myself some embarrassment to hear I do not qualify) that I am not planning to die so I do not need a funeral policy.  

 

But then I thought to myself, but instead of giving some money to one day by myself a coffin and have everybody to have a party on my funeral, why not rather spend that money useful and donate it to some charity organisations.

 

And because I miss my dog so much, I have decided to give an amount to the SPCA and an amount to the Global White Lion Trust and this will go off by debit order each month now.  I am already paying a monthly amount for old people to get a plate of food each day as for years now I have been giving a debit order for Multi Data Meals on Wheels.

 

So I am giving to the SPCA, an amount of R30, to the Global White Lion Trust an amount of R60 and to Multi Data Meals on Wheels an amount of R20.  So instead of a funeral policy, I am sending these amounts now every month to the above mentioned organizations.

 

But I cried a lot as this is the only amounts I can spare for those lost and lonely animals who desperately need help!  And this is all for my DOG!  CHARLIE!!!!

 

The time the transactions for the SPCA and the Global White Lion Trust was finished, their times on the slips that was given to me by the bank to show proof of the debit orders, was

SPCA – 2008/07/29 10:56:03AM – which gives from the time of the SPCA’s transaction the 10 + 3 or 13 and the 5 + 6 = 11 or 11/13 number combination.  And the 11/13 number combination is that every cloud has got a silver/golden lining.

GLOBAL WHITE LION PROTECTION TRUST – 2008/07/29 10:58:05 where 5 + 8 = 13 and if you add the 1 of 10 and the 5, you get 13 + 1 + 5 = 19.  But the outsides gives 10 + 5 or 1 + 5 = 6.  This gives the number combination of 19/6 – the day I got shot.

 

So what these two actions I did today is telling me, is that 19/6 has got a silver/golden lining somewhere or somehow.

But if you add the R30 of the SPCA and the R20 of the Multi Data Meals on Wheels, you get 3 + 2, which equal 5.  But the White Lion is a 6 (of R60) and a 6 + 5 = 65 or 11.  But 65 is the amount of dimensions there apparently are and in which I can move around in all.  But 65 is also the inverse of when the first transaction for today was done, the minutes of that act, which was 56.

But today’s transaction gives a 6 + 3 (R60 and R30) = 9.  But the one originally there, is a 2 (R20), which gives a 29, the day of the date today.  But 2 + 9 also equal 11.  But we have 29 in the amount and 29 in the day, which gives 11 and 11, but from the 65 and 56, we get another two 11 and 11.  This gives 11 + 11 + 11 + 11 = 44.  The number combination which is linked to the Hebrew name of God that means:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

 

And this is now my funeral plan which I took out for myself and which I did not have to apply for and stood a chance of being humiliated and told I do not qualify for the funeral policy.  I know, this sound totally ridiculous, but how many things in our current fossilized systems are not ridiculous?

 

29/07/2008 12:06 and on the clock the 6 is the upside down of 12.  But the 6 in number, is the upside down of 9 also.  So 12 and 9 where 12 is the number of fulfilment and 9 the number where it all comes together, is in one and the same spot – the upside down’s of 6.  And 6 the number of money (for one), according to Douglas Forbes.

Ns.  In this Thought, the Science is the funeral plan, and the religion is the donation to charity organizations.  So this is very much about Science of Religion – Religion of Science

The Bible – verse(u)s that cause confusion (catch22 situations)?

This is the Ninth Letter of Lore177.

25/05/2008 17:19 (cell’s time) 5:18PM (computer’s time) 17:18 (PUMA’S time) and from the Second Time we get that the hours are 5PM, which is also 17 hours. If we add all the hours of all three times, we get 51 – the number combination of Divine Order. But if we add all the minutes of all three times, we get 55. And 51 + 55 = 106, which give the 16/61 combination – you and Linda, Lore.

Dear Lore

Just some short notes and then a quote from a comment I made regarding someone’s blog. But this quote was made first and is as follow:

23/05/2008 3:34PM

Dear Heaven

I hope you never get betrayed by someone in this lifetime where you feel you have been treated unjust. Most people will say, I will not judge those who did unjust things to me, but the wheel turn and God will do the judgment. Ever heard this story? Now, on who’s side is God? And will the wheel turn for the sake of justice? That asks the question about justice – is there anything like that at all in this world – is it necessary at all? If you say yes, you are betraying what you wrote in “What God asks of Us”. As in “What God asks of Us”, we are all equal – doesn’t matter what we do to one another – no judgment will take place as their is no such thing as judgment, only everybody being equal to one another.

ava414

According to this letter (quote), it was channeled from God. But what God channeled to this person was that everybody are equal with God – doesn’t matter what! But the Bible also say this in Ecc9:2. But the Bible also tell us, in this same New Testament, that we are all sinners who are going to be judged one day – doesn’t matter if Christ died for our sins or not, we will be judged. So two opposites are coming from the Bible and I think that is why I asked, very confused, to this lady that is writing and calling herself “Heaven”, the question I asked her as a comment to a post she wrote on a blog called “Spirit Library”.

But regarding the notes: First Note

24/05/2008 20:22

I dreamt last night I was working in some way with Elephants. And the key note (of Ted Andrews’ Animal Speak), is that Elephant is linked with Ancient Power, Strength and Royalty. (In Animal Speak on page 267).

So it seems my dream are trying to tell me I am working with “Ancient Power, Strength and Royalty”.
24/05/2008 20:27
(In the time the hour are 8PM and the minutes are 2 + 7 = 9, which give 89, the inverse of the 9.8 magnitude the Earthquake in “CH”ina registered.)

Second Note

25/05/2008 16:11

If we look at the word “Bible”, we get the following:

B = 2nd letter
I = 9th letter
B = 2nd letter
L = 12th letter
E = 5th letter

From the 1st and 3rd letters, we have 2 and 2 or 2 + 2 = 22. From the 2nd letter we get 22 + 9 = 22 as anything added to 9 gives eventually anything again. So from first 3 letters, we have a 22.

But the last 2 letters added, gives 12 + 5 = 17.

This gives us the 17 (related to the word “catch”) and 22 or then, catch22 situation. So the Bible linked to catch22 situations (and usually a catch22 situation is confusing us.)
25/05/2008 16:15
(And Beginning and End minutes added to End minutes gives 11 + 15 = 26 – the inverse of 62. This goes to show that the catch22 situation has got to do with the 62, the state of mind of the world of opposites combined with perceptions being misleading).

I guess the way I received the information is now clear. At first I had no clue where all this was leading. Until I just now wrote this down on the computer – especially with that comment I wrote to that lady in Cape Town about God that “love” everybody the same. So if we are loved, how can there be judgment as if everybody are equal, then if one gets judged, then all the rest the same as this one, must get judged too. It is just a pity that these people who write on “Spirit Library” do not read their comments! But I find it interesting that none of them realize that love and hate are both perceptions that are part of the state of mind of the world of opposites? And they are adding this mis(understandings)leading perceptions of opposites to fit a God they want.

Anyway

REGARDS
Renee
25/05/2008 17:48 (cell’s time) 5:46PM (computer’s time)17:47 (PUMA’S time) where the last minutes of ALL times is 47 – the 22/7 or PI, the Golden Path Way that leads to the New Jerusalem.

The Goff.

This is the Fourth Letter of Lore177.
16/05/2008 20:02 (cell’s time) 8:00PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have the 02 20 inverses and from the Second Time we have 8, the Weaver of Fate.
Dear Lore
I have a note from the Notebook to quote (and stuff quoted within the note):
16/05/2008 19:36 or 199 and the day is again a 7/5 (the day my DOG died) as 1 + 6 = 7) and I miss my DOG so much!
I read the message of “Starchild” on “Spiritlibrary” today on internet and with the comment I left (as I felt like saying something), after I have written the comment, I realized but that is how the emptiness of souls in the Goth (some early prediction of the end of times that there will be no more souls in the Goth), was going to be like – that I have actually been there! And here is the quote of what the comment was I wrote to “Starchild”:
16/05/2008 3:48PM, comment on Starchild’s post on Spiritlibrary.

“Dear Starchild

I was finding your article/post about our planet’s change very interesting until I got to the point where you told us that in the 16th 17th centuary, God saw we were either going to destroy ourselves or who knows what?

Maybe that was so, but I have a much more positive attitude than giving the human race the blame for all that is to be and had to be. I believe there has been a Divine Plan altogether and that it will stay that way until God set the reset button for ALL to seize to exist. Until no soul is left and all that is left is us not being anything or anybody anymore.

That seems to coincide with the old traditional thing that the heaven will run out of souls – as we will all be ONE in the NO-thingness, not anybody being anybody anymore, just seizing to exist anymore. And I can say this as I have experienced that place already – the place where there are no souls anymore, where just nothing exist.
Maybe I am just my times way ahead? I do not know?

ava414”

But what is also interesting is the number combinations in this whole “CHI”na dramas! (And coincidentally “Starchild” mention the volcano which she actually experienced – which also incorporates a “CHI”). The first thing I saw on CNN was that there has been 4400 (or a 44) aftershocks so far registered after the main earthquake that registered 9.8.

But what is also said (and I will quote it from “news24” on the internet), is that 122 of the aftershocks registered more than 4 on the richter scale. And the number combination of 122 is for me the combination of the discovery of the tomb of Tuntankamen. And the quote from “news24”:

“Aftershock triggers landslides
16/05/2008 12:01 – (SA)
As of late on Thursday, the affected region had experienced 122 aftershocks above four on the Richter scale, according to Chinese seismologists.”

But the third interesting thing that was mentioned on CNN was that the highest of ALL the aftershocks of the 9.8 Earthquake in “CHI”na, registered 6.5 – and we are 6.5 billion people on the planet and 65 the ultimate amount of dimensions there is and in which I can apparently move around in ALL.

And isn’t it weird that it is the year of the frog for zoo’s all around the world and that frogs were the omen (together with zebra’s) to show or foretell something is wrong, mother earth is foretelling that some planetary disaster is on its way with the frog plague. Like my one friend say: watch the animals – they know first when a planetary disaster is going to happen.
16/05/2008 19:43
(And I wonder what is up with the 34 and 43 number combinations coming up so much for me lately?)
16/05/2008 19:44

And the article about the frogs was in the Beeld newspaper today on page 1 as well as on the internet news station “news24”. It seems a lot is happening on the planet at the moment. But it seems this drama in “CHI”na (fter the heavy snowfalls in the beginning of the year) is worse than the drama nearly of 9/11. And it took place on 12/5 or 5/12 where 12 gives the 1 + 2 = 3 which makes it 35 or 53. And in the Third Letter of Lore177, I wrote about the 53 and 35 and also how I discovered it is also linked to Joan of Arc. Why is she cropping up all the time?

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
16/05/2008 20:25 (cell’s time) 8:24PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time, the cell time, we have that 20 hours is also 8PM and 8 + 25 = 33 and 33 + 20 = 53. So this link 53 to cell’s. But from the Second Time we have 8PM which is also 20 hours and
20 + 24 = 44 – the gamatria of the Hebrew Name of God that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.
NS. And all these events, my dog, the volcano, the cyclone and the earthquake after the previous full moon, the Wesak full moon. Hope the next full moon (after Wesak full moon) bring some hope! And the Buddhist religion linked to the Eastern countries

PUMA/Mountain Lion.

This is the Second Letter of Lore177.

15/05/2008 09:02AM (cell’s time) 09:00AM (computer’s time) where from the whole of the First Time we have 9 + 2 = 11. And then we have the 11 with the hour, which is 9, or 11/9 and we have the 11 with the minutes which is 11/11. And from the Second Time we have only 9, the number where it all come together.

Dear Lore

Yes, and it seems everything is coming together. Yesterday was a terrible day missing Charlie, my DOG! But we went to my grandmother’s funeral on Tuesday the 13th of May 2008 and it was held in Klerksdorp in South Africa. So as we were close to the Anglo Gold goldmine, I looked coincidentally to my left side, next to the road into the veld there and what should I see? I shouted at my brother to stop, as we drove with his vehicle and he was driving. But he was going to fast to stop so he carried on driving. But what I saw and what I wanted to show them was this Lynx, with the hair standing up on the ears. But he was standing not far from the road, about 100 meters and watching us but standing up straight watching us.
And since last week after Charlie (my DOG) died, I was begging him to just give me an indication he was with me! But after I saw the Lynx, we passed Anglo Gold goldmine and the animal they chose as totem animal for their advertisement, is a lion. And I remember still on Tuesday what impact that had on me – my thoughts were still: I need my dog, not a lion!

But after all the crying and missing of my DOG yesterday, last night I spoke to a friend on the phone and I asked him if he can pick up my DOG with me? And he said spontaneously that yes, it is a definite yes, as he sees a bright white light which is my dog. But (my friend said), he get also the picture of a mountain Lion (which of course is also called the Puma).

And I still remember how I went to the flea market about a week before my DOG died and how I bought a jacket (against the cold, but it was also denim – as I only wear denim jeans, in fact, I even went to the funeral with my jeans), I bought new brown shoes as the old ones did not fit anymore and these nearly looked the same. And I did not have enough money at that stage for the watch I wanted to buy. It was a PUMA digital watch. And I walked from the one to the other person at the flea market to see if one can give me that watch (as I specifically wanted the PUMA watch) for the amount of money I had. But it seemed nobody had that watch for the money I had. And I was nearly on my way home when I got to some guy and I said to him – as I saw the PUMA watch, how much? And he said the price which I could afford and I gave him a tip because he could give me what I wanted for the price I could afford. So I came home with the denim jacket, the new shoes and the new PUMA watch. But the PUMA is also known as the Cougar or Mountain Lion. Although in early times the western world got confused between them. But we now know for sure that they are all the same thing. But it is also important to show that the Puma, also has these hairs standing on end at the ears, like the South African Lynx. And when my friend told me he is picking up a Mountain Lion (the Puma), I immediately realized that Charlie, my DOG, tried his best to show/reveal himself to me that he is with me. It seems my friend who told me about the white light with me which seems to be linked to a Mountain Lion (and to my DOG), also think highly of this “Being” which was my DOG for nearly 14 years as he (my friend) found the light of my DOG beautiful and strong and bright.

And now I am just wearing my PUMA watch!

But also, last night I had a very funny dream. I dreamt that a piece of framework of a building came loose and fell to us where we were standing underneath it on the ground. And I saw the other little DOG we have, Tyra, and I fell over her and after the thing fell and was lying there, I got up and wanted to pick her up as I thought it was an earthquake. And as I picked her up, I realized it was Charlie, my DOG, that I picked up.

So it seems he want me to hang on to the other DOG now for company. As my mother said: NO MORE DOGS! So now I have my PUMA watch, lion linked to my “DOG” and I have the other dog in the house who will take care of my needs for company now.

It was terrible loosing my dog and every morning when I drive past the veterinarian hospital, I start thinking about my DOG’s little body and wonder what they did with it? And every morning I start crying after that as I realize I miss my dog so tremendously. But I think last night’s dream was given as my DOG (even on the other side), realized I needed to just touch a dog and be with a dog. To have DOG company as I was longing yesterday profusely to just hold my DOG in my arms again. And that was what made me cry and upset the most yesterday – as I realized I will never ever be able to pick him up again ever in my life. And that was a horrible thought. But now with the Mountain Lion (PUMA)/the watch, and with the dream I had about the other dog becoming my DOG when I picked her up, I am feeling much better. And I think it is because I know my dog is actually with me and how he actually brought a South African Lynx so close to the road, close to Anglo Gold goldmine with the totem of a lion, that I could see it, is making me feel so special that my DOG is doing so much for me on the other side to just show me He is with me. And yesterday was exactly 1 week since my DOG crossed over, since I said goodbye to him. But I think I found a little more peace now.

Thank you Charlie, my lovely DOG, and thank YOU GOD for what you have given me in a time where nobody can help you, except the way I was helped since the buying of the PUMA watch.

REGARDS
Renee
15/05/2008 09:36AM (cell’s time) 9:34AM (computer’s time) 9:35AM (Puma’s time) and from the year we have 2 + 8 = 10 or 1 and then from the day we have 1 + 5 or 15 (6), and the month and year we have 5 and 1 or 51 (6). But if we add all of this together, we get 1 + 5 + 5 + 1 + 9 + 36 + 9 + 34 + 9 + 35 = 144, the ALL!
Ns. And it seems that Earthquake (talking/dreaming about earthquakes) in “CHI”na was actually of magnitude 7.9 and not 7.8 as was reported initially.