WHITE LIGHT DREAM

Chitchat2

 

24/08/08   13:50

 

It is crucial to remember that I have no physics background.  That is why the information on physics are not “proved” on the micro levels of physicists.  My logic WILL/MUST be different to bring The Bigger Picture into duality – as the physicists working with physics in its micro/mathematical/theoretical ways, cannot see physics as only a compartment of science, therefore they cannot see science in different logical Bigger picture anymore.

 

They are actually “stuck” inside the micro dimensions of what they don’t really call science anymore – it became physics, chemistry, mathematics, astronomy etc and who knows how many small departments will still pop up like mushrooms?  

 

And this all in the name of Science.

 

So when I write about anything in science, it is about THE BIGGER PICTURE, which are not available on a small scale of THE SMALLER PICTURE!

 

But it might also be that the so called scientists may take up whatever I wrote about whether it was mathematics or physics or whatever “science” the so called scientists learn off by heart at University (like parrots), the same way they may take up this dream I had on the morning of 22/08/08 which was such a powerful dream that it actually woke me up directly afterwards and it still flash through my mind from time to time.  I wrote it down the same morning and here is the quote of it:

 

Dream on 22/08/08 – 08:29AM

 

Just before I woke up this morning, I had the weirdest dream…

 

I was on the roof of a huge high building and a voice was talking to me from some place I don’t know, but it was not inside me, it was outside me.  And all that I can remember about what the voice said to me was about me being send to this planet and that those documents were kept VERY SAFE in a very special/private place and it seemed like it was this company which was beneath me .  It was kept it seemed in this huge high building, that the top manager or something knew about the whereabouts of my papers of me being send to this planet.

 

And then a woman walked by with a silver envelope in her hand and I said to her:  “no, that is mine”, and I took the silver envelope from her and opened it.  But as I opened it, inside was a piece of paper and what I mostly saw was the top part (but it seemed the letter was all about the same) of the letter that was at some places light and at some places there was not light – like maybe some kind of code or something, but the top, the first, was light.  The place where you normally address someone in a letter,  that was Light.  But I couldn’t understand this.  As I looked at the top word and tried to read it, but all I read was the light there.  Like a light alike words.

 

And I was told something about my family on earth, but all I saw was an insect all by itself in an enclosure where it could easily get out of as the holes were much greater in size than the insect.

And then I woke up.  But as I woke up, all that was in my mind was that letter that was written with light, or in light?

22/08/08   08:38AM  (Where 38 is linked to the CH of for one, my dog Charlie).

End of Quote of the Dream on 22/08/08 the morning that woke me up.

 

At first I thought maybe I watched too many superman movies, but this is hardly about superman, it is only about letter written in light that has got something to do with myself being on this planet.  And maybe, who knows, maybe we all have such a letter?

 

So this just proof that me myself, are asking rational questions about what thoughts I get about certain mathematical and other scientific issues.  And I do question myself as well – or at least, the thought I get about a certain aspect.  It is not just rushing off to see how much thoughtless ideas I can put into all my writings.

I do question the ideas I get, until it makes sense for me on a level where my mind has worked on numerous levels with the thoughts.  Like for instance about that dream, my first question was – haven’t you watched too many superman movies?  But then I realized, but what does the dream have got to do with superman?  That is why I said, we may all have such letters about our being on this planet.

24/08/08   13:58 and 5 + 8 = 13, which gives a 13/13 or 4/4 or 44 or the Hebrew Name of God that mean:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

WHITE LIGHT

Chitchat1

 

23/08/08 20:42

 

The Creative Forces (Feminine forces) are also the destructive forces.  As we live in duality – which only mean that which are created, must be destructed/destroyed again.  That’s the law in a state of mind of being in a world of opposites.

 

According to Einstein’s theories, if you wanted to create a vehicle that can travel faster than the speed of white light, that vehicle needed to have mass/greatness as The Universe (The Everything) itself.

But a white light particle has a vehicle, as it is a “particle/vehicle” in itself carrying the white light.  But is this vehicle/particle in mass/greatness the mass/greatness as The Universe itself?  Then Everything must be the mass/greatness as that of the white light “vehicle/particle”.  Or a white light particle must be in mass/greatness equal the mass/greatness of Everything.

 

But the fact of the matter is, besides showing that mass/greatness are because of the nonsense of Einstein,  in its point of Balance (as it does not make sense to us who are experiencing in a world of opposites that a light particle/vehicle is the same mass as The Whole of The Universe), that some kind of vehicle, namely a particle, a white light particle, is moving at the speed of white light.  And according to Einstein NO vehicle were able to go at the speed of white light if not the mass equal that of The Whole of The Universe/All.  So again some NONsense, as there are a vehicle that appear not to have the mass/greatness of The Universe itself, that can move at the speed of white light.  The white light vehicle/particle itself.

 

23/08/08 20:52 and from the minutes we have a 42 and 52 where the 4 and 5 (the firsts) give a 45 or 54 – which is for me the Balance of heaven and earth with 4 the earth and 5 the heavens.   And then we have the 22, and the hours of the Beginning and End times, gives 20 + 20 = 40.  But 40 + 22 = 62, the number that links Einstein to Global Warming (and behind that link is the whole thing of  miss/mess-perception).

THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM

Thoughts18

 

08/08/08 21:30 or 9 + 3 = 12 (the number of fulfilment)

I  have written a letter to The White Lion Global Trust a while ago.  The time I started the letter, showed 20:26.  (Or 8:26PM or 8:8).

 

And I said to them as I was busy writing to them there my parents were downstairs watching Noot vir Noot on TV and the guest singer was singing:  “I am loving Angels instead” by Robbie Williams.

 

And then I said to them I have to take only one step and it will put the ball on the roll for funds from Planet Save (of the Internet group Blueworld) to the White Lions.  But something is stopping me.

 

Then I had to answer what do I think of Hunting?  And my head went into overdrive and I could not help thinking but what is the relevance of saving the planet or giving healing to the planet.  I know I am looking for the Origin and End, the Balance of these, but at this stage – who do these people want to save the planet from?  As everybody is up in arms about saving the planet – from themselves or the guy next door?  So from who do they want to save the planet from – these 6.5 billion people in this world, from who do they want to save it from?  Or do they want to save it (for/from)  God/Creator?   As it seems everybody else are innocent and want to help save?

 

And now, even more ridiculous – how are people saving the planet?  And you won’t believe this answer – money and having babies (multiplying)!  I wrote the word “money” slowly!  With nothing else than money (and making babies or multiplying) are humankind believing that the way to save the planet is this way, with money and lots and lots of people – as they are not allowed anything else to think!   But this is not as ridiculous as to who the planet want to be saved from (before we know it, it might be money and those babies), but the Divine Spark in having so much people on the planet, if disaster struck one place, then the rest of the world won’t have to each take out millions of dollars to help those that was in the disaster, as if everybody (as we are now beginning to become masses) just give 10 dollar, then those in the disaster can be helped.  And so we go on with every disaster, the masses and money take care of the people who was caught up in the disaster.  So it is not for nothing that money and masses of people are the answer to disasters, should there be disasters to bring everything to the point where the planet can raise her vibrations to such extend as is necessary.     (And the money and masses we think is part of the problem, well, it is part of the answer as well, as it might just unite the world if everyone have to give a small share to help his fellow mate that was in a huge disaster!)

 

And as I said:  Does the planet need saving and healing?  Or is it just our MANY (as we are many and we are even getting more than many now) little beliefs? 

 

(Maybe these Lions do need money to survive.  And maybe because of my humanness do I pay a debit order each month to those Lions – as every cent (so I believe), helps.  I have already seen how money is not only the cause but also the answer to disasters)

 

Because of fossilized customs we want to save the planet and we believe everything needs healing – even the planet and who knows what else?  But why?  I have already written a Lore how our world fell into the trap of being “in need”.  It always or someone always needs resque/healing.  But we became like this because everyone wanted to deliver a service to stay alive or earn money.  People did things for one another as a service and later on they paid each other for that.  An old fossilized custom that keeps this planet in a “I need (something/healing)” position according to man and his needs.   And when the planet “needs” something, it is probably healing – we all need to heal.  As healing is all we know how to help because of fossilized customs.

 

But when are we going to start Thinking?  When are we going to challenge fossilized customs?  I have revealed many of them in the Lore’s and Thoughts.  But how much more is necessary to get people to Think for a change, and most of all, accept it?  I want to know why I need healing?  I cry, but I cry to my Creator to show me the Divine Spark in the situation.  And that happened to the money and billions of people on the planet – explaining their Divine Spark.  And I was amazed!

 

But the ones that can hold back a united world is the following:  fossilized customs manifest in catch22 situations, in appearances, in the state of mind of being in a world of opposites and last but not least:  perceptions.  When are we going to review these events in our lives on this planet and in Creation?  Or are we just too stupid to even think about it, let alone realize it?

 

But then I come to the part even more crazy.  A lot of people want to heal the planet as well.  They are doing all kinds of “stuff” to do this healing processes.  But my belief is that WE ARE ALL FISHING IN THE DARK doing this!

 

What does the planet need healing for?  Do they know what healing it is that it require?  Do they even know at all if healing is required?  What kind of healing are they using to do this healing exercises?  But mostly it is meant in the best of intentions.

 

Then there is the raising of the vibration of the planet.  All because WE ARE FISHING IN THE DARK and have no clue what we are messing with?

 

But that is not my problem, just something that ran through my mind.

 

My problem personally is that I want to find Origin and End – whatever is going on in between is irrelevant at this stage.  As I am not seeking to save the Planet or to heal the planet or humankind or enlighten the world.  I am seeking The Balance.  The Balance of Origin and End.  I want to go back to the NO-thingness!

 

And yesterday I was feeling terrible because it was actually 3 months after my dog’s death.  And he therefore died on 7/5, but his birthday is on 23/10, but if you add from 7/5 on to 23/10, the period is 16 days and 5 months.  And as 1 + 6 = 7, it gives another 7/5.  But 7 + 5 = 12 and as the 7/5 and 7/5 both have got something to do with time, 12 times 12 equal 144. 

 

And as I was sitting downstairs thinking this, I realized certain words a girl on Kyknet on the TV was singing.  She was saying (in Afrikaans), that she wishes that whatever her friend wrote down – that time can pass for it all to come true, all the words he wrote.

 

And I realized – as I realized that the light on 7 of the photographs of 15 photographs (all about the Bosveld Loerie or known in Afrikaans as the Kwevoel), have got a “purple aura” in them, that this purple aura is linked to my dog, Charlie, my Chihuahua dog who probably watched with me today on 8/8/8 the opening of the Olympic Games in China’s Beijing.

 

But if you look at “purple aura”:

From “purple”

P = 16 (7), U = 21 (3), R = 18 (9), P = 16 (7), L = 12 (3), E = 5.  And 7 + 3 = 10 + 9 = 19 and 1 + 9 = 10 and 10 + 7 = 17 and 1 + 7 = 8 + 3 = 11 or 2 + 5 = 7

From “aura”:

A = 1, U = 21 (3), R = 18 (9), a = 1.   And 1 + 3 = 4 + 9 = 13 or 4 + 1 = 5.

This is another 7/5 or a 12,12,12.  Confirmation of fulfillment .  And further I discovered and remembered that as a kid I would take the (t)Horn of a Rose stem and pull it off and put it on my nose and play I am a Rhino.  But I have already written about the Rhino who’s Horn has to be cut off in order for him to be saved (it was called:  Scorned to be Saved).  And in this letter it was also shown how the Rhino’s Horn is linked to the East of Africa and if the horn is cut off, the nose of the Sphinx has broken off as well.  So now the Rose has been linked to the sphinx (by way of the (t)Horn), not only in the previous letter, but now also by way of the rose (“t”Horn), the rhino (Horn) and the nose of the Sphinx (that has broken off).

And I was woken this morning at 2:22AM and cried about my dog.  But that is better now as I realize that the (Kwevoels I believed came to warn me about my dog’s death on that Weesak Full Moon weekend).  But now my dog is revealing himself in form of being an “aura” on the photographs with them.  He is trying very hard to show me he is with me!

8/8/8 22:16 or 22/7 or PI.  But PI is linked to 47 and 407 or 704 is the DOG GOD numbers.

 

 

THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM

 

2008/08/13   16:30

 

Nothing has ALWAYS been there.  But of “always” is said on page 51, the 3^rd column the 8^th word (this gives a 38 – the CH)

 

“3.  STILL,…, now, in any or every circumstance, anyway”.

And then on page 2020 of the Oxford Dictionaries, the 2^nd column the LAST word in this column:

 

“Motionless, stationary, remaining in the same position; ..photograph”.

 

And the Balance between Origin and End is with the emphasis on End.  And the End of Everything will only leave behind something like a “photograph”.  And it will fade away to inevitably become something new again, a new Origin again.  As this Origin only exists because the End has faded.  And that is ALL!!

 

Like if the Polar Bear goes into extinction – something is lost, but something new is gained, something without the past and that is something different.  As what is something from the past, will be the faded End, so Origin comes from something that has faded to such extend it never existed.  So the NO-thingness comes then from a past of never existed, which is the rise of the “new” Origin.  Which in turn will turn out to be a faded End, or a non existence.

 

That is ORIGIN – THE FADED END CAUSE AN ORIGIN.

 

And this is the only way to understand “Origin”.  And the Faded End (like a faded photograph) giving birth to a new Origin, is coming together in the NO-thingness.

2008/08/13   16:38

 

26/08/08 or 08/08/08   13:18

 

The End before The Origin of Everything, was the “photograph” of nothing.  This ended as it faded and something had to come into origin, namely something.  And something was within nothing.  But then something faded into an End session again and therefore came to an End and a new Origin had to come into being, as something faded and something new had to be in Origin, it had to be something linked to something.  But it could not be something again – as something already faded in End and something new was to come into Origin now.  So the something Originated again and something’s inverses came into Origin.  And that is how duality was started inside nothing. 

But because something is surrounded by nothing, it is “inside” nothing and because it do not have an inverse counterpart, it could not become nothing again (which is not an option for duality).

 

So that is why the inverse of something came into being, by still being something – as it was the only thing that could come into being with an inverse where both the name (in this case, something) as its inverse, is called something.

So something had to become Everything in order for Everything to be something.

 

And for something and something’s inverse to be fulfilled (in order to reach End again), something eventually had to become Everything – which was the birth of the act of Creation.

 

And that is why Everything will also eventually reach End for another Origin to begin.

 

26/08/08 or 08/08/08 13:27 (And both the Beginning and End of The Impossible Dream have time a 13 hours or 1PM and a 9 or a 19.  But from the date we have that 8 + 8 + 8 = 24 or 2 + 4 = 6, which gives a 19/6 – the day I got shot on).

 

   

And the Most Serious part of All written up to now, is between The Desert and The Deep Blue Sea.  And it is send out into this world on 17(8)/08/08.

Along with Every Thought – or Lore – Along come “i”.

Thoughts

 

This is the 17^th Thought/Thoughts17

 

06/08/2008 00:23AM

 

I have made a note which link Thoughts15, Thoughts16 and Thoughts17 to one another to display to me, after 6 years of questioning, who it is that is giving me my information and organizing all the synchronicities.

 

05/08/2008 10:37Pm and 1 + 37 = 38, the CH from my dog Charlie, Chihuahua, China (Earthquake), Chinese People (Typhoon Myanmar) and Chile (volcano) – all happened at same time my dog died on 7/5 of 2008.

 

“The Rose”

That morning when I felt so terrible where I saw the head of the Sphinx being resurrected (as it was seemingly on the ground), I phoned a friend and told him about these “vision/insight” I got.  But this friend is friends with the friend who phoned me 60km from Bloemfontein to ask about an aerial that has to be fetched for the White Lions of Timbavati.

 

But “The Rose” can be the one that rose from the ground – like that head of the Sphinx I saw being rose from the ground in my mind’s eye.  And another word for this “rose from the ground” is that it has been “rise(n)” from the ground where “o” and “i” are in the same places and that “rise” only have an extra “n”.  And “n” the 14^th letter of English Alphabet .

 

But “o” is naught (the symbol for naught – Thoughts15) and “i” is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet and 9 the number where it all comes together (Thoughts15 and Thoughts16).

 

And see how Origin (0) and the point where all come together, the “whole point” or 9 or “i”, is one and the same.

 

So whether it “rose” from the ground by being pulled to “rise” from the ground with ropes (in my mind’s eye), it is the head of the Sphinx being resurrected – so “The Rose” is the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.

 

05/08/2008 10:46PM and 1 + 46 = 47, the number associated with PI/8^th Thought and Golden Paved Middle Way.  But the 4^th letter is “D” and the 7^th letter is “G”.  So from PI (22/7 – from 4/7), we get that the 47 and 74 combination gives DG and GD.  But as 0 is 0, we add that 0 and we get DOG and GOD.

 

When we look at our school years, we got the words the following way to learn how the present, past words looked like.  Like for instance with “rise”, you would have learnt:

Rise and rose; walk and walked; or see and saw, etc.  (Why do we get taught this way anyway?  As if it did not happen this way, it would not have been possible to show the following):

So in this case the FIRST position is “rise”.  But as we have that the past happened before the present, we get therefore that “rose” happened before “rise”, so it should be in the FIRST position as well.

 

But now “rise” and “rose” are in a FIRST position and “rose” and “rise” in the LAST position.  So “o” and “I” both in First and Last position which makes them linked to the same thing and therefore they’re equal or share equality.

 

So the Origin (“o”) as well as (“I”) the point where everything comes together, share equality.  So “origin” is also the point where everything comes together.  So present and past share equality as one and the same thing.

 

And this besides the conclusion of Who and What is the Source of my information – the 0(ne) where present and past comes together in one point – the balance point or {0;0}, as these two, the “o” and “I”, share equality.  So this 0(ne) is beyond the state of mind of the world of opposites – therefore from the NO-thingness.  So the information are all coming from the NO-thingness.

 

So this Thoughts17 is just another confirmation that I am dealing with a once Dying God that is linked to be “The Rose” or then, the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.  And no information in Thoughts17 is new information – as all of it has been written down in another version in the Thoughts so far.  But Thoughts17,  just makes all the information in Thoughts17, the “whole” of it all.

 

And 1 + 7 = 8, and 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

 

This is the End of Thoughts17.

06/08/2008 00:43AM – and for some or other reason the 43 is coming up all the time lately – I will probably find the reason for that soon.  And the minutes have now changed to 44 – which is linked to the number combination of 17 or 71.

ORIGIN

Thoughts

 

This is the 16^th Thought or Thoughts16.

 

05/08/2008 00:43AM

 

This Thought consists of 2 or II or Two Notes that was made in the Notebook earlier on tonight.  They are as follow:

 

First Note

 

04/08/2008 23:25

Of the word “origin” is said in the Oxford Dictionary on page 1385 or 1313 or 44.  And the word “origin” is the 2^nd Last word on the page and the 2(c) – or 2(to) see(c) – part of the explanation says the following of it:

“A fixed point from which measurement or motion commence;  The point of intersection of the axis in Cartesian co-ordinates, or the pole in polar co-ordinates”.

 

But in Thoughts15 the point where it all comes together with the example of the pyramids again, the whole point is that the point where everything comes together is the “whole point”.  But this point, we have seen in Thoughts15 as well as in previous notes, that the explanation of the word “origin”, presumes that the point where it all comes together is the balance point, the point {0;0}.

 

So the origin will be found in the point that makes the “whole point” the point where everything comes together.

 

So if it was not for this point where everything comes together, there would not have been an origin – as origin comes down to the whole point.  This give that the state of mind of being in the world of opposites, is that origin and the whole point (the point where it ALL comes together) is one and the same.

 

So origin and “whole point” (where ALL comes together), has now been revealed where they are the same point in Cartesian Plane which make them the point {0;0} or Balance!

04/08/2008 23:40 or 11:40PM and 4/11 is Lore’s day and month of birth.

 

Ns.  Origin and point where everything comes together are both fixed points.  But the point where everything comes together – is according to Thoughts15 Part3 – the only fixed point of the “whole”.  As above the fixed point you get the same picture than the picture beneath the fixed point (by way of mirror image fixed as a square on the fixed point).

 

So this fixed point, which is both origin and point where everything comes together, makes them one and the same point to combine two opposites/inverses.

04/08/2008 23:53

 

Next Note for Thoughts16

 

05/08/2008 00:05AM

 

Of the word “whole” on page 2422 of the Oxford Dictionaries is said the following:

 

“II.  Complete Total.  1.  Having all its parts or elements;  having its complete or entire extent or magnitude”.

 

“II. 3a.  Not divided into parts or particles, undivided, entire.

II. 3b.  Of a number:  Denoting a complete undivided thing or set of such things; … ; not fractional”!

 

This is in the 1^st column, the 1^st word and Last word (or First and Last word) in this column on page 2422 in Oxford Dictionary.

 

But as the point that makes everything “whole” is the same point of origin – this implicate the only Truth about this point is that it is undivided, non fractional and not divided into any parts or particles.

 

This mean that even in the position where everything comes together, an action like mitoses is not part of the Truth, as the Truth is that the position where everything comes together is undivided and does not consist out of any parts or particles and is non fractional.  Not only does this include an action like mitoses, but it includes the theory about atoms as well that consist of particles called atoms and molecules – this Truth that was just shown now, does not consist of any kind of particles and it is explicitly mentioned!

 

So the “whole point” – the point where everything comes together is also where it ALL becomes a “whole”, without consisting out of particles – it is a totality of the point where it all comes together.

 

05/08/2008 00:13AM

 

So from these notes it is shown that the origin and the point where it all comes together, is the point of Truth, the only point of Truth/fixed point and this point is the same point for both “origin” and “whole point”.  The rest of the phenomena are merely part of the state of being of being in the world of opposites.  And this fixed point that carries both “origin” as well as the “whole point” cannot be related to either side of the inverses it carries.  But the inverses are miss/mess(leading) and is an illusion.  Further, this fixed point is in no category of being divided or fractional or partly or consist of particles.  This is mentioned explicitly.  

 

So Thoughts15 Part3 and Thoughts16, are linked to one another as the one carries the information that the other one needs to be “whole” – and

 

this goes for “both” thoughts – (as well).

 

And from 15 and 16 we get the 65 or 56 and a 11 where 65 the amount of dimensions is that ALL consist of and in which I can move around in all apparently.  But from the 6 and 5 combination we get 11 and from the 11 itself we get that both gives 11/11.  But from the End of the Notes, we get that it is 5/8 today and 5 + 8 = 13, but the minutes of the End time of the notes are 00:13, which gives a 13/13.  So we have an 11/11 and 13/13 and 11/13 combination is related to “Every cloud has got a silver/golden lining”.  But from the End minutes and the day and month together, we get 13/13 or 44.

This is the End of Thoughts16.

 

05/08/2008 01:25AM

Telepathic Signals from The Rose of Jericho/Jerusalem

Thoughts

 

This is the 15^th Thought – Thoughts15

 

02/08/2008 13:43

This Thought contains several referrals to certain aspects being discussed in the Notebook. 

 

The First Part of Thoughts15

 

01/08/2008 11:53AM

Einstein was looking for the origin of everything by way of seeking a point of singularity.  But that is the whole point – as without that point, it cannot be whole.

01/08/2008 12:12PM

The point of singularity is a square.  Take the point where everything comes together on top of the Pyramids as example.  But if you put a mirror on that point, it should be a square one as the foundations of the Pyramids are square.  But with the mirror there in its most centre point on the point where everything comes together – or then the point of singularity, the same one as the “real” pyramids point of singularity, only the inverse way.

 

So what we have then in that point of singularity (as itself does not duplicate itself like the “cells” which make up the everything) is that it is the only point in the whole picture that is bringing together the “real” pyramid and the mirror image.  It makes the form of an hour glass.  So this is bringing together in their point of balance, the thing itself and like Emanual Kant said, the apriori knowledge that comes before the “real” image appear.  So not only is it an appearance – this inverse and “real” pyramids, but it can only be experienced in the one point – that point where it reaches its balance or the point {0;0}.  So the point of singularity – the point where everything comes together, is merely an appearance and consist of the point {0;0} or nothing.

 

The Second Part of Thoughts15.

02/08/2008 00:43AM and the whole of Thoughts15, starts at 13:43 or 1:43PM.  This gives that only the 00 hour and 1PM hour differ, which give a 0 and 1.

Rose of Jerusalem – seed of paradise

Rose of Jericho – the jail Jericho

But “Bed of Roses”:

“delightful resting place;  a position of ease and comfort.

It seems from this that God is the “Rose” that is manifesting now.  First over the previous weekend, a friend of mine wanted accompany her to Bloemfontein.  But I did not go.  Then, during this week, a family member who stay in Bloemfontein, contacts my mother.  Then a friend from Cape Town phones me up on 01/08/2008 and wanted me to find out where the place is that he must go and collect an aerial for the White Lions of Timbavati project that the Global White Lion Protection Trust run.   And this friend phoned as they were 60km from Bloemfontein.

02/08/2008 00:47AM

And then it start again – to complete the above subject as follow:

02/08/2008 1:03AM

I understand now.  When I called Margi, the question I had, was who is in telecommunication with me that is giving me all these words in letters to Lore and now the Thoughts.  Because it seems one publisher questioned who is “dumping” all the information I am writing down on me to write it all down.

Then came up last weekend, nearly going to Bloemfontein, the city of Roses.  Then the ad in the newspaper where the Muslim guy want someone to go and stay in a modern townhouse to work for him by just checking up things and travel with him should he have to drive anywhere for business.  And the morning before I phoned this guy, my mom asked me where do I think will I get to stay cheaper than with my parents as it is now?  And not two hours later, this job possibility came up where you will get paid to stay in a very modern townhouse all by yourself. 

It was awesome to just show her that whatever she thought impossible, is possible.

Then, the same day this job ad is in the newspaper and I go for an interview, a family member that stays in Bloemfontein phones my mom to hear how we are all doing.

 

Then on 01/08/2008, I get a phone call from a friend from Cape Town who is driving all the way up to Johannesburg to come and give a course.  And he phones me about an aerial that must be fetched – but he is 60km from Bloemfontein, the city of Roses.  And I looked up the word “rose” for him and send the following email to him.

Rose (letter to friend)

 

01/08/2008 3:43PM

Hi

About the White Rose:  It is more about the rose though – which is said of in the 4th part of the explanation of the word “rose” in Oxford English Dictionary on page 1753.  Of the “b” point of the 4th explanation is said:

“The card of a mariner’s compass, or of a barometer.”

Of point “c” is said the following of the 4th explanation:

“A knot or ornamental device inserted in the sound-hole or the table of certain stringed instruments of the guitar type”.

But at the moment the “string theory” for the explanation of everything is more overwhelming than Quantum Physics.  But it is even worse – what it can cause.  But it is all still on track as the first explanation quoted tells of the compass and barometer.  And compass shows we are on track.  That is why we are getting the roses – or it may be that the Science is not on track, that is why our attention is set on roses.  To show us with the compass (and the second quote, with links to the “string theory” in Physics) that we need a compass to get back on track again.

Which one do you buy?  Because definitely our attention is drawn to Bloemfontein – the city of Roses and me sending Linda the Copper Rose?  Do you think we are on track or do we need to get on track?  As the explanation I wanted to give you I could not find – only the one that is given to you in this letter was what came up.  I don’t know what happened to the explanation of the “WHITE” Rose that I wanted to give you, could not find it anywhere!  So maybe just take the message of this question – do we need a compass to get on track or are we on track, to the Heartland.  I think that is the message you should take with you with that aerial.  As this is what I picked up.  And it has got to do with the whole amount of dimensions we have got (65) and it has got to do with 12 (fulfilment) and it has got to do with how everything comes together in all ways – the 6 as the upside down for both 12 (clock) as well as 9 (in number version).

REGARDS
Renee
01/08/2008 3:57PM

SEND: 01/08/2008 15:58

 

And then at 00:47AM I end with the meaning of “Rose” that are the second meaning – the first meaning was given to my friend who was at Bloemfontein and phoned about finding that aerial.

 

But “The Rose of Jerusalem” and the “Rose of Jericho” and the aerial that my friend was phoning about, was to tell me who it is that “dumps” all the information to me.  The telecommunication I receive is linked to “the rose the Virgin are carrying” – I am picking up (like the aerial), my telepathic information (no dumping involved) from “The Rose”.

 

So my question about who my guide and telecommunicator are, was answered today.  And this was confirmed with the “Ord” that came into my photographs I took on the morning of 01/08/2008 where 7 of them did not carry a purple image on the photo, but the last 7 all had a purple image strongly in the pictures.  Like some “aura” or something.  And my friend who was 60km from Bloemfontein and who told me that such an event (with the photographs), is called an Ord.  And talking about 60, this is the amount I have signed a debit order for the White Lion Trust just during this week.  So 60 is the amount that will go to the White Lions every month from now on.

And the same person who sings the song “The Rose”, also sing the song:  From a distance God is watching us.

 

So ALL the letters I wrote, everything with what I call information, that information come from “The Rose” which I am in some way picking up like an aerial will pick up signals.  And this “The Rose” is linked/related to the “Rose of Jericho” and the “Rose of Jerusalem” which is part of the “Rose of Sharon”.  But in the previous Thoughts it was discussed how “FATHER (SKY)” is being “resurrected” from a dying God to a very much alive God/Creator.  And in that was mentioned how the mission was to “Free God (Godfree)”, and I had these visions of a jail cell that this dying God was in and from where This God “spoke” to me.   So my intuition that it is this Dying God I am getting my information from, is 101% correct.

But here is something about the “Rose of Jericho”:

 

ROSE OF JERICHO

 

2008/08/02 9:53AM

The Rose of Jericho, Resurrection plant, or Anastatica hierochuntica is a member of the family Brassicaceae (formerly Cruciferae) and the only member of the genus Anastatica. Both of the families are classified in the division Magnoliophyta, the class Magnoliopsida. It is a small gray herb that rarely grows above 15 cm high. The plant bears minute white flowers.

These plants are found in arid areas in the Negev and Sahara Desert, including parts of North Africa and regions of Egypt, Israel, Iraq, Jordan, Pakistan, and Iran.

 

The process of curling up and opening is completely reversible and can be repeated many times. Since the plant is annual, it dies after the wet season. However, many people believe that this is not true. Only a few hundred species of flowering plants are real “resurrection plants”.^{[citation needed]}

For example, the North American fern species which is most commonly sold as the Rose of Jericho can indeed be revived by a little water. After wetting, the plant turns green, hence the name “resurrection plant” is true for this plant species. Because of the potential age of the plant, it has also taken the name “dinosaur plant.”

02/08/2008 01:19AM

Ns.  What a way to show/tell me who I am picking up – where the information I am writing down are coming from?

02/08/2008 01:22AM

(And 122 linked to the discovery of the tomb of a king – king Tuntankamen).  And from 01:19 and 1:22 we have that 1 + 22 = 5 + 1 (from 1:19) and equal 6, which gives then 19 and 6 or 19/6, the day I got shot).

And this for Thoughts15.

02/08/2008 14:31 or 31 14, the Zep Tepi Meridian where Zep Tepi is linked to First Time.

 

THIRD PART OF THOUGHTS15

 

03/08/2008 11:11AM (video time)

I knew somehow that the Thoughts15 written yesterday was not fulfilled.  That something was short.  And I discovered it early this morning, at 00:00 when I realized that today is the 3^rd of the 8^th.  This gives the combination of 38 or all the CH words that goes along with this number combination.  Like the death of my dog who’s name is Charlie and he is a Chihuahua and the earthquake in China at the same time of his death and the volcano in Chile at the same time of his death and the millions of Chinese People who suffered from the typhoon in Myanmar at the same time of my dog’s death.  And exactly 12 hours after his death, on the 08/05/08, my grandmother on my mother’s side died.

 

And then I remembered by my grandfather died exactly by day and month, only exactly one month prior to my grandmother on mother’s side’s death.  My grandfather who died on 08/04/1990, is also on mother’s side.  But the afternoon when my grandfather died, I was with my grandmother and my parents were in the Kruger Park.  And something that never happens, happened that afternoon at about 15:00.  I fell asleep on the couch in the sitting room and had a dream.  In this dream there was a man and we were in a rose garden.  And he was dressed like some kind of holy man and was handing sort of over to me, the Rose(s).  That is where this dream ended and that is where the moment captured me in time – where the dream ended – with the “Rose(s)” in the Rose Garden.  And what was said in the rest of Thoughts15 yesterday about the Rose.

 

And the funny thing is, both my grandfather and my dog died at nearly the same time of day.  I believe I dreamt about the “Rose(s)” being handed over to me at the same time my grandfather died.  But the only other time I slept in the afternoon was the day my dog died.  But no dreams.

 

So in that dream about the holy man handing over “The Rose” to me or showing me where in time I am stuck – the Rose Garden – was to tell me last night that I have confirmation now that the one guiding me to write all these information is “The Rose”.

 

But the 15^th letter of the English Alphabet is “o”, the symbol for naught.  So this Thought of mine has got all to do where I am captured in time (with “The Rose”) and/or naught/NO-thing.

This thought is all about NO-thing, about being captured with “The Rose(s)” or then, The Rose, The Rose of Jericho or The Rose of Jerusalem.  But my signal of telepathy, is coming from THIS ROSE explained in Thoughts15.  Or then, Thoughts (NO-thing).

 

And I checked the time when I realized all these coincidences/insights, and it was 03/08/08 00:15AM and as 15 is linked to 0, the time is 00:0.

I don’t understand why, but something else was given to me as well that must go with the whole explanation of the “Rose” idea.

 

It  is all about that our cell’s are constantly in a state of mitoses.  This mean, the cell is duplicating itself, but it breaks up in two – it split.  But the two halves, the parts that split to form two of the same cell that split, give us that the two split parts are for example “a”.  But both the parts that split are the same which gives us the two halves of “a” and “a” or a + a.  And the two halves that was formed by the one cell who divided, is exactly the same as the cell it divided from.  This give that a + a = a.  And if a = 1, then we have 1 + 1 = 1.  So mathematically it just does not make sense how our cells are dividing.  So the sense of us being born and our cells that used the mitoses process, is only an appearance that us make sense –as we do not make sense as

1 + 1 = 1

Cannot be true as it gives that 2 = 1.  So us and everything else does not make sense, we only appear to make sense, but the mathematics behind us in logic, shows the paradox we find ourselves in, namely that we do not make sense, we are no(n)sense and so is everything else.  As the scientists believe that everything came from one cell which divided itself into 2, with both those 2 cells exactly the same as the original one.  And according to the Scientists, that is how Everything came about.

The only one that can make sense in this way is if NO-thing divide into 2 and can still be NO-thing(s) to equal the original one. 

 

As 0 + 0 = 0.

 

This brings about that only nothing can be divided in order for the divided pieces to still be the same as the original one and the original one the same as each of the divided ones.  But it also shows that the point of singularity is 0 then.  This mean – as it is 0 – that the point of singularity cannot be anything than nothing.  And all this to bring the “whole point (of view)” into the Truth/Logic.

So does this mean that “a point of origin” is only an appearance as the only expansion is also an appearance (as the dividing of cells to multiply everything and therefore expand everything can only be 0/nothing)?

But the point of Origin implies the “Beginning”, which in its own then imply an “End”.  But then I realized why this had to be written with the dream of “The Rose(s)”. 

 

The balance point {0;0} of Beginning and End:  Being captured in a moment in time.  Like for instance the example of my dream where I am captured in a situation where my dream end.  That moment goes on as the dream might have an end and you wake up, but the contents of the dream capture the moment in time.  Like being captured in a moment in time within the place of “The Rose(s)”, in my dream on 08/04/1990.

So the inside of the dream is going on – captured as a moment in time – but the dream began and ended in the way of the sleep and awaken states.

And this is the End of the Second Part of Thoughts15.

03/08/2008 11:40AM – and Lore has the birth day and month as 04/11.

Ns.  So maybe it is for us as mankind and these perceptions and appearances we accept as true logic, but which actually do not make sense at all and only appear to be an answer of scientific nature, that “The Rose” has got something to do with a “compass”.  A “compass” for guidance out of the miss/mess(leadings) of the appearances, the perceptions and the state of mind of being in a world of opposites.  As all these, are very much miss/mess(leading) factors which keep mankind from Truth.  But “The Rose” has send me a lot of examples already to reveal these miss/mess(leadings) and the Truth/Logic behind it.

03/08/2008 11:51AM where 5 + 1 = 6 and 1 + 1 = 2, which gives 26, the inverse of 62, linked to Einstein and Global Warming in one breath.

 

Pyramids – Symbols Between Illusions and Truths.

Thoughts

 

This is the 14th Thought – Thoughts14

 

30/07/2008 20:08 or 8:8 where 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

 

Some people might think I am a bit dull with only wearing white T-shirts, blue jeans, white socks and the shoes depends.

 

But where does this come from?

 

Colour is coming from a beam of white light into a prism that in an illusionary way then cause/produce colours.  So when I wear white – it is the “real” thing that brings about the “unreal” through a prism called colours.

 

As if the white light goes in on the one side, on the other side all the colours of what is called the “spectrum”, is related from this “prism”.  And prism sounds nearly like prison, but the only difference is “M” and “on”.  And “m” is the 13^th letter in English alphabet and “o” is the symbol “0”or (naught) and “n” is the 14^th letter of the English Alphabet.  So we have the 13 and 14 combination which is related to the Zep Tepi or First Time (by way of the Zep Tepi meridian which is 31 14).

 

But “prism” in the Dictionary is said in the 2^nd column of page 1586 the 3^rd explanation:

 

“A transparent body of this form, usually a triangular geometrical prism, of which the refracting surfaces are at an acute angle with each other.”

“Loosely used for a spectrum produced by refraction through a prism;  prismatic colours”

 

And the first explanation makes me think of the Pyramids (on the Zep Tepi Meridian) which is also “triangular geometrical”

 

Of the next word, namely “prismatic” is said the 2^nd explanation the last part:

“hence, of varied colours, bright – coloured, brilliant.”

 

These two words “prism” and “prismatic” are the 6^th and 7^th from the top of the middle column.

End of the First Part of Thoughts14.

30/07/2008 20:24 or 24 + 2 = 26.

 

 

Second Part of Thoughts14.

 

So I know, when I walk anywhere, in the back of my mind – that if I reflect the colour of my shirt into a prism, all the brilliant colours will emerge from the prism.  So I am actually “brilliantly” dressed with my white T-shirt day and night.  Just every morning a clean one from the two heaps – one heap the summer T-shirts and one heap the winter T-shirts.

End of Second Part of Thoughts14

30/07/2008 20:37 (And 20 + 37 = 57 or the inverse of the day my dog died, namely 7/5).

 

 

Third Part of Thoughts14

 

30/07/2008 20:47

And of colour in the Dictionary are said on page 343, the 3^rd or last column, the last word on the page:

 

“I1.  The quality in virtue of which objects present different appearances to the eye, in respect of the kind of light reflected from their surfaces”.

 

This mean (and the Dictionary mentions this explicitly) – colour is only an appearance!  So the white is the only colour that exists – the rest are only appearances.

End of Third Part of Thoughts14

30/07/2008 20:51 (And 5 + 1 = 6, and 20 + 6 = 26, like the first Part ended also on 26.  So the Beginning and End parts of Thoughts14 both Ended on 26 – which just show that colours are merely an appearance is not just wishful thinking, it is for real as it is related to the other illusions as well, those linked to 62, the inverse of 26).

            

Donations for the Needy.

Thoughts

 

This is the 12^th Thought – Thoughts12

 

29/07/2008 11:45AM or 11/9

 

A while ago a lady phoned me to hear if I want to apply for a funeral policy.  At first I thought it strange that one must “apply” to get a funeral policy, so I said to her (to spare myself some embarrassment to hear I do not qualify) that I am not planning to die so I do not need a funeral policy.  

 

But then I thought to myself, but instead of giving some money to one day by myself a coffin and have everybody to have a party on my funeral, why not rather spend that money useful and donate it to some charity organisations.

 

And because I miss my dog so much, I have decided to give an amount to the SPCA and an amount to the Global White Lion Trust and this will go off by debit order each month now.  I am already paying a monthly amount for old people to get a plate of food each day as for years now I have been giving a debit order for Multi Data Meals on Wheels.

 

So I am giving to the SPCA, an amount of R30, to the Global White Lion Trust an amount of R60 and to Multi Data Meals on Wheels an amount of R20.  So instead of a funeral policy, I am sending these amounts now every month to the above mentioned organizations.

 

But I cried a lot as this is the only amounts I can spare for those lost and lonely animals who desperately need help!  And this is all for my DOG!  CHARLIE!!!!

 

The time the transactions for the SPCA and the Global White Lion Trust was finished, their times on the slips that was given to me by the bank to show proof of the debit orders, was

SPCA – 2008/07/29 10:56:03AM – which gives from the time of the SPCA’s transaction the 10 + 3 or 13 and the 5 + 6 = 11 or 11/13 number combination.  And the 11/13 number combination is that every cloud has got a silver/golden lining.

GLOBAL WHITE LION PROTECTION TRUST – 2008/07/29 10:58:05 where 5 + 8 = 13 and if you add the 1 of 10 and the 5, you get 13 + 1 + 5 = 19.  But the outsides gives 10 + 5 or 1 + 5 = 6.  This gives the number combination of 19/6 – the day I got shot.

 

So what these two actions I did today is telling me, is that 19/6 has got a silver/golden lining somewhere or somehow.

But if you add the R30 of the SPCA and the R20 of the Multi Data Meals on Wheels, you get 3 + 2, which equal 5.  But the White Lion is a 6 (of R60) and a 6 + 5 = 65 or 11.  But 65 is the amount of dimensions there apparently are and in which I can move around in all.  But 65 is also the inverse of when the first transaction for today was done, the minutes of that act, which was 56.

But today’s transaction gives a 6 + 3 (R60 and R30) = 9.  But the one originally there, is a 2 (R20), which gives a 29, the day of the date today.  But 2 + 9 also equal 11.  But we have 29 in the amount and 29 in the day, which gives 11 and 11, but from the 65 and 56, we get another two 11 and 11.  This gives 11 + 11 + 11 + 11 = 44.  The number combination which is linked to the Hebrew name of God that means:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

 

And this is now my funeral plan which I took out for myself and which I did not have to apply for and stood a chance of being humiliated and told I do not qualify for the funeral policy.  I know, this sound totally ridiculous, but how many things in our current fossilized systems are not ridiculous?

 

29/07/2008 12:06 and on the clock the 6 is the upside down of 12.  But the 6 in number, is the upside down of 9 also.  So 12 and 9 where 12 is the number of fulfilment and 9 the number where it all comes together, is in one and the same spot – the upside down’s of 6.  And 6 the number of money (for one), according to Douglas Forbes.

Ns.  In this Thought, the Science is the funeral plan, and the religion is the donation to charity organizations.  So this is very much about Science of Religion – Religion of Science

For Every Illusion a Reality – For Every Reality an Illusion

 

Thoughts

 

This is the 9^th Thought – Thoughts9

 

  “Soul mates”

Look at the Little Left “Hand” holding me while I show him some cuddling

And the inspiration for the ALL that was written were the Soul mates

 

 

16/07/2008 9:06AM and 9 + 6 = 15, but together with the day, we get 15 and 16 where we get the second part of each number combination gives a 5 and 6 or 6 and 5 or the 65/56 combination which for me is the Ultimate amount of Dimensions there are – in which I apparently can move around in ALL.  But then we have left the 1 and 1 or 11, and it seems one of the most important things that were written about is the Gateway11.

 

Everything is surrounded by nothing.  That takes care of that everything is (not) surrounded and therefore the infinite, but as nothing is something, everything is surrounded by something, namely nothing.  This brings us to the balance point of infinity and finite as in the above scenario everything is limited (by way of being surrounded by nothing, which is something), but everything is with the same words surrounded by nothing.  This brings infinity and finite into the point of Balance, the point {0;0}.

The illusion is part of everything too – that is why ALL humankind are so confused as some believe they can manifest, but to manifest is part of the illusion (as manifesting comes from the acceptance ages ago that something nobody has seen before and are solely coming from an imagination, is alive and this eventually became the atom(s) and it is on this level that Quantum Physics discovered that the observer is influencing the observed.  And this made man believe that humankind is capable of manifesting).

But as I said, the illusion is part of everything, but this mean that the illusion is also surrounded by nothing.  This mean that even the atom(s) are surrounded by nothing.  And nothing (NO-thing) is guiding it – nothing is guiding the illusion or for that matter, the atom(s), which is anyway based on illusion.  That mean WE are not guiding the illusion/atom(s), nothing is.  So we cannot manifest.

16/07/2008 9:14AM

 

But for every illusion there is a reality and for every reality there is an illusion.

First:  for every illusion there is a reality – JUST LIKE IT, so the reality is also the illusion, as it is just like it.

Second:  for every reality there is an illusion – JUST LIKE IT, so the illusion is also the reality

 

This gives that in both ways, the one is (JUST LIKE IT) like the other.  This bring the opposite of illusion and reality into its Balance Point {0;0}, the Point where they meet (where the one is the same as the other).

This bring that not only is the illusion not guided by us but by nothing, but the reality is the same, as they are one and the same (illusion and reality).

 

And those who does not believe that we can manifest, they are just as confused as they have no clue as how to please a God (for me, The Creator)

16/07/2008 9:30AM

(And 9 + 3 = 12, and 12 the number of fulfilment.  But this is Thought9 and then we are left with the minutes 3, the number of confirmation).

 

16/07/2008 11:14AM as 14 is related to my dog where 14 is derived for dog from DOGOD.

 

My attention was focused on the time 11:02AM just a while ago.  And I got the word “ascend” in my mind.  And I realized I must go and check out this word in the Dictionary – as to find the True meaning.

And on page 105 (15) the first (1^st) column, the 2^nd last word, from the 3^rd part of this 2^nd last word, we get:

“A going back in time…..(genealogical)”

Or

“…a single step backward…(in genealogical)”

 

So “ascend” has got nothing to do with going up – especially concerning ourselves (we consist of genes – or so the scientists claim from an illusionary point of view), and that which is linked to  “genes”, has got nothing to do with “going up”.  It is actually that this 3^rd part of the word “ascend” has 2 descriptions, which relate to moving backward which gives:  it is the 2^nd (last word), it is the 3^rd description consisting of 2 parts or a 232 – which is linked to the most important White Lions as Linda is taking care of them and her date of birthday is 23/2 which make this above section True full as it is related to the Most Important White Lions on the planet and make the above information exclusive.

 

But seeing that the word “ascend”, that is related to the White Lion and therefore makes it the Truest way, it guides us to the word “genealogy”.  And this word is on page 783 where 7 + 8 + 3 = 18 (the 180 degree line or the horizontal line on the Cartesian Plane).

But the 1^st word from the bottom in the 1^st column of the dictionary, which makes this a 1 and 1 or 11, has got 2 descriptions, which makes it an 11 and 2 or 11:02 (that is probably why my attention was focused on 11:02 before I came to do this.

First Description:  “An account of a person’s descend…”

And

Second Description:  “Lineage, pedigree,…”

So in the same perspective that the word “ascend” is used, we find that it has basically the same description as the word “descend”.

This brings “ascend” and “descend” linked to the same thing and therefore into its point of Balance where the two meet as equal and therefore in the same point – but as X = 0, then we get, because the two opposites are actually one now, we get that because the one equal 0, we get the Balance point {0;0}.

 

In our Cartesian Plane where the horizontal line fell away and only the vertical line was left, the points where these opposites meet (remember using a mirror to show that we get):

 

01 10

02 20

03 30 

 

The place where the opposites meet is the centre point between the 01 10 or 02 20, it is where x = 0 and as they are equal (the opposites), it gives the Balance Point {0;0} – as x = 0, so the other point must then be 0 as well.

 

So because of our genes, we cannot “ascend”, as many think and are working towards.  And our genes are so full of old customs which is so much different from the picture I am getting, old customs like the state of mind of the world of opposites, the appearances that confuse and the misleading perceptions humankind built up, and it is sitting in our genes and that is where everything must change, in the genes who carry our old customs or fossilized customs.  But the genes gives another problem – gravity (which I have shown by now is also an illusion).  But we, made up of our genes, are stuck because of the illusion/perception that gravity created. 

 

If we want to “ascend” as many think, into the sky or who knows where to, we cannot because of our genes.  Our only point of Balance, is where the “ascend” and “descend” are related to the same thing.  In this case we must take a step back to our lineage – like for instance Zep Tepi (First Time), but most or all – to the origin (and even the Cartesian Plane use the point {0;0} as the origin of the Cartesian Plane) and become nothing – as in the Beginning there was nothing!

 

The vertical Axis does not mean we have to move “upwards/ascend”, it is merely a number combination, the radius of a circle which can be in any place inside the circle – but in the Cartesian Plane that radius can only be formed by the Cartesian Plane’s vertical positive Axis.  The reasons being as I stipulated in Thoughts8, to indicate the involvement of Zep Tepi and in the same (breath) number combination, the 44 – or the Hebrew Name of God meaning: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.  But also for the reason that the Vertical Axis that’s used is in the 12 o’clock place as well as the 90 degree “line” of the Cartesian Plane.  Where both the number combinations used now gives from 12, the number of fulfilment, and from 9, 9 is the number combination for me that means it is the number where it ALL comes together.

16/07/2008 11:37AM

 

Only Conscious of Being in the Unconscious.

Thoughts

 

This is the Seventh Thought

 

08/07/08 19:17

This Seventh Note will consist about some quotes I made in my notebook again.  So lets start as soon as possible.

 

First Note

08/07/08 9:58AM turning 59AM

If someone falls into a state of some kind of “sleep”(where it is considered that this person is unconscious) then Humankind says:   S/He lost consciousness.

That is that within any form of existence that is not of this world, and beyond death, you have no consciousness as you lost it.

So being on the other side, according to the above, you have no consciousness.   So on the other side you go into the unconscious – that which is sought in this life to know in order to get knowledge of all kinds

                                                                                                                 08/07/08 10:03AM

 

Second Note

08/07/08 10:36AM

On the night of 6^th and 7^th of July 2008, I had this dream.  At first I was living several lives (about 2) but only for a short period.

Then I landed in a riverbed and all I saw was little footprints.  And I realized in my dream that it was Charlie’s footprints and then all stopped and as I heard the voice of “Rina (my mother’s best friend and my second mother)” and she was saying that it was better that Charlie was not there at this stage we were in in this riverbed.  And I sank into the unconscious (where that was all I was conscious of – the being unconscious).

And a riverbed (according to Ted Andrews in his book “Animal Speak”) is linked to the flow of time.  So my dog Charlie made deep prints in the flow of time.  And as I was in that state where I lost consciousness, Charlie’s face appeared to me and he was so close to me – and then I woke up.

                                                                                                                       08/07/08  10:43AM

 

Third Note

08/07/08 11:12

My dog was the 3^rd thing I watched on TV my first night out of ICU after being shot.  And what happened was that I was watching the movie on M-net and there was this guy getting shot and they were showing how the bullet went through his body in slow motion.   And I called the sister to put the TV for me on another channel.  She did, but there they had this religious panel discussing religions and I was so terrified as that is something I once wrote about but then was told I write abnormal stuff.  So I was blocked by a psychiatrist as well as my parents to put my hand on paper anymore.  So the religions was also making me anxious and I called the sister again and asked for another channel and when she switched it over, there were an ad about MTN, where they were advertising a dog that looked similar to my dog and this dog got a big bone and he had the most quote place to live in and he was boss there.  And I could not understand how these programs could link to me and told the sister to put the TV off.  I was very upset about this TV thing, but now, 6 years later, I get the wireless internet and the mainframe coming on each time is the email I have with the name:  Charliethehero.  So the computer – which is HP (Harmony and Peace – where I were in while in hospital after being shot and having that big operation) – uses for the Fastlink, my dog and this fast link is of MTN. 

 

And my dog’s name starts with CH, so does the name of his specie start with CH (Chihuahua).  But at the time of his death on 7/5 of this year, there were a massive earthquake in China and there were an Typhoon in Myanmar (linked to China as well in some way) and the volcanic eruption in Chile.

But if you look at CH, it gives according to their place in the hierargy of the English Alphabet, a 38.  But if you view MTN, its numbers starts and initially only started with the numbers 083, where 83 is the inverse of 38.  All these subtle links, coincidence?

I remember that night with the TV thing I thought to myself, you have got a serious delusional, paranoic unbalanced view/perspective.  But when I look at all the coincidences that is actually only coming out now, I am starting to wonder if there is not maybe any grounds I had for these feelings not being true?  Maybe it was destiny to have seen what I saw and having all the things happening now as it is happening, making that experience not so abnormal, but extraordinary.

                                                                                                                                    08/07/08 11:17AM

 

So much for the Notes.  But I think the main thing is the first and second part (although the third part is in its own way going to be useful later on) about consciousness.  I think the extreme took place within my dream – being conscious of being in the unconscious. 

And later this afternoon I saw where I have been all day – as the opening was there, the opening to the place where I have been in hospital after being shot and after the emergency operation which Master Kuthumi called:  the NO-thingness.  But this place has been discussed so many times in these last few posts!!

End of the 7^th Thought.

                                                                                                                                        08/07/08 19:52 or 7/7